I know this is just another experiment to you but you have failed to observe one important fact. It's just an experiment to me as well. Poor John had been seething at the sidelines as we take this dance higher. I have all the data I want and I've got to let you go. Even if I did want to keep you I wouldn't; you're not mine to have. You've been a good guinea pig and an amazing man but you belong with the man you've ignored for this mad game. I want you to be happy and mad experiments and refrigerated body parts won't work anymore. The wall would fall down if it had many more holes and the man who stops you destroying the flat will give up if your highly functioning brain won't keep up. His lower intellect makes you better not worse dear Sherlock and his life needs you. You're no longer a way to adrenaline, a way to free him from mind numbing boredom. He's observed you and realise many things that you yourself don't know. Leave this, let me go because someone's waiting for you and no one wants you to be too late.
High functioning sociopathic bastard. He can't see me waiting for him, all he see's is his new experiment. Even I have noticed the fact that he's missed, the fact which is glaringly obvious in my mind but not in his. It seems as if our roles have switched; he's drifting behind me still having missed the most important thing. I don't want to kick him into thinking properly as he does with me but that resolution may come into play. We'll be fighting and I'll just have to tell him that however much he ignores it he was another experiment for that twisted mind, that he is remarkably unobservant or maybe just damn stupid for ignoring what he can plainly see. He's been her lab rat just as me and Sarah had been his. Now that experiment has dissipated he has ran away to find new things to do and left me with the realization I made after the Pool, after our great disappointment reared its ugly head trying to kill you with a pathetic bomb. I will never hurt him like she does, like everyone tries to. Just look and see the obvious he tells me so often. I can't help thinking that maybe he should listen to his own advice.
Woop first Sherlock fic. The woman is how my mind made Irene Adler. She will probably be amazing even though we were let down by Moriarty. He failed. Epically. And I just love JohnxSherlock anyway.
