Preface-

"No, no, I sobbed into the broken body in front of me, placing my gold glowing hands above him,

"Heal,please,heal,you cant be dead your all, all ive got."i begged,wiping the blood off his pale face,

"you cant do this Simon,i just got you,please,open your eyes,Simon,no,gods,no."i sobbed harder placing my head

on his chest.I didnt care that everyone around me was fighting a war,that my friends were dieing around me,

i didnt care that any second the world could fall apart,that life itself was in danger, all i cared about was the

little blonde boy in front of me,with his dull,unseeing,purple eyes,the pool of blood surrounding his little,

broken body,Because of me,Because i wasnt there.

I never thought it was possible,to hurt this much,to feel as if your entire essence,your entire soul and being

had been ripped from you, but here i was crouched over Simons body,I couldnt breath.I couldnt see,not

anything besides Simon, He was dead and thats all i could comprehend.

My 6 year old little brother lay broken in front of me.

Lifless.

His once loving,beautiful eyes,so full of life and dreams,happiness and love,were now dead and cold.

Dead,before he could even live.