Tears, missing, and broken.
I don't own anything that has to do with Maximum ride
I have read maximum ride 1-4 so I know they didn't stay at Anne's. This is also a songfic so I don't own any of the songs. Their all their regular ages, Max-14 Fang-14, Iggy-14, Nudge-11, Gazzy-8, Angel-6
First song: teardrops on my guitar by Taylor Swift.
Max's P.O.V
Fang was still going out with Lissa and it was almost Christmas. My heart kept breaking as I watched them progress into a couple and begin dating. I was watching them from my window play in the snow in front of Anne's house. They were dropping snow on each other and laughing- Fang was laughing- then Fang looked up catching my eyes. I looked at him fully and smiled a heartbroken smile letting tears stream down my face, for once showing him how much it hurt. Fang's eyes widen slightly and I shut the curtain ignoring the couple once more. I opened the radio on my night stand and listened:
"Drew looks at me I fake a smile so he won't see,
And what I want and what I need everything that we should be,
I'll bet she's beautiful that girl he talks about and she's got everything that I have to live without.
Drew talks to me I laugh 'cause it's just so damn funny and, I can't even see anyone when he's with me,
He says he so in love, I think he's finally got it write I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night.
'Cause he's the reason for the tear drops on my guitar the only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star.
He's the song in the car I keep singing don't know why I don't know why I do
Drew walks by me can he tell that I can't breath and their he goes so perfectly the kind off flawless I wish I could be.
She better hold him tight give him all her love look in those beautiful eyes and know she' s lucky ,
'Cause he's the reason for the tear drops on my guitar the only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star.
He's the song in the car I keep singing don't know why I don't know why I do………………………………………..
So I drive alone as I turn out the light maybe put his picture down and get some sleep tonight.
'Cause he's the reason for the tear drops on my guitar the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart, He's the song in the car I keep singing don't know why I don't know why I do
He's the time taking up but there's never enough and he's all that I need to fall into.
Drew looks at me I fake a smile so he won't see".
"Taylor Swift, Max?" Fang asked behind me.
"What Fang, what do you want?" His name hurt me even more than seeing them messing around and them kissing was even worse that I'd have to leave the room reduced to tears and jealousy.
"Hello Max are you listening you were crying, still are crying."
"It's nothing. Like you care. "I mumbled apparently he still heard.
"Yes Max I do care. What's wrong?" he demanded again
"It's nothing, again what do you want Fang."
"No it's not anything and if you're not going to answer my question, then what was with the messed up smile you gave me when I looked up."
"I have no idea what you're talking about. Know can you move I need to take a shower. "Fang moved as I pulled my towel out and ran into the bathroom. Sighing as fangs footsteps faded and he started talking to Iggy "Ig I'm worried about her how many times has she missed dinner, stopped talking and started acting like a Zombie?"
"I think it was after she stopped going out with Sam and you went out with lissa."
I turn on the shower undressing. I hated that they were worried about me. I shouldn't be worried about, I'm worthless and I need to get out of here. Leave my voice said you still need to save the world Maximum, after New Years Eve you have to leave. The flock doesn't need or want you any more you can come back after you save the world. Sure voice I don't want to stay anymore any way. I feel unloved completely unloved Max you have to save the world without them because they're going to be a distraction even though you need a lot of Iggy's bombs he can teach you how to make them. Jeez voice you're becoming a chatter box. I started singing
Behind these hazel eyes by: Kelly Clarkson
"Seems like just yesterday,
You were apart of me.
I used to stand so tall,
I used to be so strong,
Your arms around me tight,
Everything felt so right
Unbreakable like nothing could go wrong.
Now I can't breathe no I can't sleep,
I'm barely hanging on.
Here I am once again
I'm torn into pieces.
Can't deny it,
Can't pretend, just thought you were the one.
Broken up deep inside,
But you won't get to see the tears I cried behind these hazel eyes!
I told you everything opened up and let you in,
You made me feel alright for once in my life,
Now all that's left of me is what I pretend to be so together yet so broken up inside.
'Cause I can't breathe no I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on
Here I am once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it,
Can't pretend, just thought you were the one
Broken up deep inside,
But you won't get to see the tears I cried behind these hazel eyes!
Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me know
No I don't cry on the outside anymore!
Anymore………
Here I am once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it,
Can't pretend, just thought you were the one
Broken up deep inside,
But you won't get to see the tears I cry behind these hazel eyes!
Here I am once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it can't pretend
But you won't get to see the tears I cry behind these hazel eyes!
I shut the shower and grabbed my towel. I wrapped it around me. As I walked out the door I realized that Fang was still waiting outside my door. "Move Fang, I'm in my towel and I need to get dressed so move before I get--." I sighed not bothering to finish what I was saying "Max Angel told me that you were leaving. I want to know when and I want to know why." Damn mind reader "if I told when and why you won't let me leave will you." I countered. "No I won't so I'm going to stop you from-."
"Nick, Lissa is here and she wants to talk to you." Anne called up the stairs.