GOOD-BYES
by: lil sakura
A young auburn haired girl sat on her bed her laptop placed on top of her lap. He eyes were clouded with tears that were begging to be set free. But no she couldn't cry not yet, it hasn't even happened yet, the horrible but beautiful day in which she has dreaded for so long. The day haunts her and she knows it shouldn't, the beautiful July day when she would have to say good-bye to her Syaoran. Her beloved boyfriend of five years, the boy of her dreams is going away to college. And to someone else this would seem like a normal thing but to her it's the end of and accustomed life that she isn't ready to let go of. She sat on her bed thinking of that day that she dreaded the most and then suddenly it came to her the perfect way for her to release some of her stress. She slowly clicked the 'write' button on her email and started to type to her beloved Syaoran exactly how she felt at that moment……………
Dear Syaoran,
I am so bad with good-byes, I hate them they make me feel empty and alone. I know you haven't left yet but I can't help but feel like your already gone. The days go by and life goes on. A phone call every night. I miss you's and I love you more's seem to mean so much more theses days. All leading to the day when I have to say good-bye. It's such a sad but happy day. The beginning of college, being on your own, the begging of new friends, new experiences, and new challenges. But along with every good beginning is a horrible begging to match it, mile long papers, being broke all the time, home sick, and most of all missing you the hardest thing I will ever have to endure. Even though you are coming home every two months and I'm sure you will call every day. I feel like I'm loosing the other half of me that I have become so accustomed with. Never though that the days and countless hours that we spent together would lead me to this point were I feel like everything is coming to an end. So in actuality my begging is my end and my end is my beginning. I have to start new and learn to be an adult but along with that I have to try not to cry myself to sleep on that sad July night. I know that me crying will make you sad and I hate to make you feel like I am unhappy because I am. I'm happy that you are going to follow your dreams and become everything you ever wanted. I'm happy that I'm going to college and getting the freedom that I have yearned for so long. I'm happy that I'm finally going to learn to be a nurse and after a while I will be able to get a job and be able to support myself. So on that night when I have to say good-bye I will not be sad but happy. Yes, I might cry, but they will be tears of happiness, because even though I am saying good-bye to you and what our high school life has brought us I am also saying hello to our future and no matter if it means we are together or just friends I know that we will be happy. And I realize that in the end after the good-byes are said and done all I really want is for us to be happy, no matter where the future brings us.
I love you and I will miss you Good-bye baby...
And Hello to a beautiful new future!
Yours Always,
Sakura
She smiled as she lightly clicked the send button. Sending away some of the stress that she was feeling. Releasing her from her sadness…even if it's just temporary at least he will no how she feels. She slowly closed her lap top and placed it to the side. She laid back on her bed looking at the ceiling and smiled because she doesn't have to worry about the future any more because what ever happen she knows she will be happy!
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