Hey, I'm IngelXKurat, this is my first fic. Bellatrix is one of my favorite characters in the Harry Potter series (the other is Tonks...why did they both have to die!?) I guess I got bored one day, and after finding the first part of this (the 5th of February entry), I decided, why not try and make more? anyway, review, even if it is really bad, tell me where I've gone wrong and I'm sure I'll improve!

5th February 1996

Since my escape from the shithole known as Azkaban, Narcissa said that if I refuse to go see a therapist, then I have to write in you. well. first off, I would like to say that Narcissa is a bitch-there's nothing wrong with me! maybe I should Crucio her...and Lucius too. I don't like Lucius. And then I'll go torture my pathetic excuse for a husband, Rodolphus-though he'll probably like it (don't tell anyone, but he's into some pretty kinky shit!) and then, if I get bored I'll go find some mudbloods to torture. fun times!

Oh, and if you tell any of my secrets, I swear I'll torture you too! hmmm...maybe I am a bit crazy I'f I'm threatening paper...but I don't think I need a therapist.

6th of February 1996

Today I stubbed my toe on those stupid big chairs in the dining room, so I decided to hex the chair, unfortunately, it is now in a liquid state and smells very much like Azkaban did (I've only just escaped that place, the stench is still fresh in my mind...and nose, I don't think it wil EVER go away!) but...unfortunately, I accidentally hit the table instead...unfortunately, that led me to a rage in which I destroyed the room. Ah well, it was fun!

7th of February 1996.

Narcissa is very Angry at me, she's screamed multiple times in the last hour that "BELLATRIX IS GOING TO SEE A THERAPIST WHETHER SHE LIKES IT OR NOT! EVEN IF I HAVE TO BODY BIND HER TO GET HER THERE!" to be fair, I didn't think Narcissa's lungs had such capacity, she was always quiet as a kid...I think I might go deaf if she doesn't stop soon...and at this precise moment, I'm debating going to see a therapist just to get her to shut the fuck up!

12th of February 1996.

Narcissa DID body Bind me! how dare she! either way, I went to the damn therapist, I refused to tell her anything, so the cheeky bitch tried to read my mind, Invading MY privacy! good job I'm skilled in STOPPPING her!

Either way, apparently I have to take some pills everyday (they're going in the bin!) and come back next week. see you next week Therapist...NOT. Actually, maybe I might see her again, if only to Avada Kedavra her stupid ass. Can't go see the therapist if she's DEAD can I!? MUHAHA!

14th of February 1996

Valentines day. ugh! don't think I'm going to pour my heart out to Rodolphus today, because he's off with some other woman. (it's fine by me, I hate the git anyway). and I'm stuck here in my bedroom listening to Narcissa and Lucius fucking each other next door. whoopee. kill me now. actually...is it considered lesbian sex? I swear Lucius is really a girl (I think I might start calling him Lucy...or even worse...Lulu! Muhaha!) I mean look at his hair! that is NOT a mans hair... OH MERLIN, MY SISTERS A LESBIAN!? WAS DRACO ACTUALLY ADOPTED?! OMG WHAT IF DRACO'S ACTUALLY A MUDBLOOD?! OMG THAT MEANS WE'RE BLOOD TRAITORS! D:

21st of February 1996.

I went back to the therapist. I hexed her...now they're saying I might have to go to St Mungo's. I'll Crucio them and THEN kill them if they try to get me in that place! THERE'S NOTHING WRONG WITH ME! :( I think Lucius is the one who needs to go to St Mungo's!(for a sex change of course. Heck! I'D pay for it!) Also, now I've got to pay for a replacement desk for the therapist...since I "broke" it...:) Muhaha!

that's all I have for now, review, tell me if it's ok or if it's terrible (I vote probably terrible) :P