After years of waiting I am finally finding out the truth of my abandonment, of why I was left to grow up not knowing my father. I looked up into a face which bore such resemblance to mine. The same tanned skin that is every girls dream to have and which no making up could get the same, the same dark, almost black hair that shimmered in the sun. And yet with all these things alike he didn't seem to realise that the daughter he abandoned before she was born was standing in front of his eyes. Every second he stood there with that expressionless face made my temper rise, and then he said to me something that made me lose it completely

"Do I know you?" he said in slow rich voice with a strong Turkish accent. When he said that my vision went in and out of focus as I struggled to contain the anger inside me which hadn't been this high since that night Lissa lost control. But it was hard and when I spoke it was in a shrill voice.

"How can you not recognise me or remember my mother or have you slept with too many women to remember her." Once I had calmed down I glanced at him and he was still staring at me with a blank face and those dark eyes boring into my own. Finally after what seemed an eternity of silence he spoke.

"Ermm… ohh... look I know what this seems like, but I didn't realise who you were..."

"Ohh and now you do, do you did it suddenly just hit you or is just another way to try and get away again." I screamed in his face he didn't as much as flinch at my words in fact he actually looked sorry.

"It's not any of those things and I do know who you are Rose Hathaway and I've heard of your recent adventures, you are so like your mother." His face for the first time showed emotion but I couldn't figure what one it was.

"How dare you speak of my mother when you didn't even care to keep in touch with Janine and you never bovered to come and find me, I thought you might have been different but your not, your just as despicable as all the other Moroi men." I spat at him.

He took awhile to speak and when he did it was in a soft voice, a whisper "I loved your mum I never stopped loving her it killed me to leave her"

"Then why did you her, us?" the anger from early was gone to be replaced with the sorrow I was feeling towards this man.

"She had to carry on with her job and I had to keep up my reputation…"

I cut him off "so your reputation emant more to you than your family"

"i loved you both even before you were born, but you know from friends and teachers that moroi men and d'hampirs can not be togther. i just want to let you that i have know other children i havnt been with another women since your mother"

i couldnt listen to him talking about this know. I thought this was what i wanted to know the truth but it was too much deal with along with dimitri to worry about. I turned away from him walked away, leaving him there looking at me, desperate for me to understand what he wanted me to. Once i was inside the house i was currently renting i ran upstairs into my bedroom straight onto my bed and curled up in the covers and for the first time since leaving the academy i cried. I know it sounds childish but who can you go to when there is no one else left in the world who you trust.

I do not own vampire academy, Richelle Mead does. This is my first book and I couldn't have done it without the help of thosegoldeneyes, aka Paige, we wrote this together and credit goes out to her this book is about what I think should happen in book 4 of vampire academy