Disclaimer: Hollyoaks does not belong to me. All characters and references to the show belong to Channel 4 and E4.
What I think could've been going through Esther's head as the mini-van crashed through the wedding reception.
Esther's Conscience
Esther Bloom stared at the scene unfolding in front of her, watched in horror as the van crashed through the big white building and disappeared from sight.
Bart finally stopped the car and they both got out. And she stood there, listening to distant screams coming from the crash.
Her stomach seemed to be filled with lead and she couldn't feel her legs. She briefly wondered if she was going to collapse.
Oh God what if their dead if they're dead it's all my fault oh God oh God.
These thoughts hurtled through her head at lightning speed even though she tried to fight them off. But she couldn't.
They could all be dead by now, Ruby, Niel, Jono, Sinead, Maddie.
Maddie.
As her tormentors name went through her head, Esther wondered through the wracking guilt she felt if...if she really cared if she died.
Maddie had been making her life a living Hell ever since Sixth Form had started, and all Esther had wanted was for her to just go to Hell and leave her alone.
But now that that was an actual possibility, now that they could all really be dead...No, she couldn't let that happen. She had to do something. Even if they did all hate her.
This is the first FanFic I've done for Hollyoaks, please read, review, and be brutally honest.