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Lol, well here goes nothing!

~:The Past..:~

Age 6, December 24, 2004. Christmas Eve.

I giggled as I watched my brother go completely wild. He wanted to open one of the presents from under the Christmas tree, but Mama told him 'No'

"Mama please!" my brother whined to my mother.

My mother sighed "No Robert, your going to have to wait until tomorrow night.." she said as she set the table for the Christmas Eve dinner we were gonna have with Grandpa and Grandma.

I sat watching Mama as she looked at Robert, rolling her eyes playfully. She bent down and kissed his forehead "Will you wait tomorrow?" she asked gently. "Do it for your Mama.." she said.

Robert sighed, "Fine.." he said and sat on the couch next to me.

I was wearing a pretty red velvet dress that went all the way down to my knees and my feet barefoot. My hair was in a pretty ponytail that my Mama did all by herself. "Mama?" I asked.

She turned to me with a warm smile on her face "Yes Annabel?" she asked gently.

I got up and hugged her, "I love you.." I whispered.

Mama smiled and hugged me as best she could, not to mention that I was only as high as her waist. "I love you too.." she whispered.

Robert watched us. He had a disgusted expression. But before he could say anything, my Papa stormed through the front door.

I pulled away from Mama as she walked to greet Papa "Hi sweetie.." she said kissing him lightly on the lips.

My Papa smiled "Hi.." he said.

I ran to him and hugged him tightly "Hi Papa!" I greeted happily.

~:Present Time:~

I sat in my bed, my door closed and locked. I cried remembering the memory. But a huge pounding on my door snapped me out of my thoughts.

"OPEN UP!" a gruff voice yelled.

I trembled. I was in big trouble now. I got up and slowly walked to the door. I slowly opened it but a force pushed the door and it hit me in the side of the face, leaving me on the floor.

"Who do you think you are?" a big male yelled at me.

I didnt answer. I just held my hand over where the door hit me and let my eyes water. I was in a foster home. Living with about 15 other kids and two adults that go by the name 'Joe and Marian.' But I call them 'Miss Stupid and Miss Stupid-er..' and yes the 'Miss' for Joe was supposed to be there.

"SO?" Joe asked kicking me.

"What do you want me to say?" I asked looking slightly up at him.

"I want you to say your sorry!" he yelled.

A few minutes ago I had stormed out of the dining room because Jeff, one of the foster kids there, was being an annoying retard and I hit him.

"Fine im sorry.." I grumbled.

"Oh not to me.." Joe growled "To Jeff.." he said forcefully picking me up by the arm and pushing me harshly out of the room.

I walked down the hallway back to the dining room, where everyone was sitting looking up at me. I scanned around for Jeff and I saw him sitting on the floor. I looked at him, my eyes glaring. "Im sorry.." I grumbled.

Every kid in the dining room started laughing their stupid little butt's off, except for Dylan. He was the oldest of all of us and he wanted to get out of this place as much as I did.. I was 13 and he was 15.

Jeff looked at me, his look very amused. "Why.. I dont think I heard that.. can you repeat it?" he said cuffing his ear.

"You stupid! Now I know why your here, because your parents DIDNT want you! Thats why your here!" I screamed.

Jeff glared at me "So why are you here?" he asked "Your here for the SAME reason!" he grumbled.

I narrowed my eyes at him "Im here because my parents died. Otherwise I wouldnt be here!" I screamed.

"Thats enough Annabel." growled Joe as he shoved me back into my seat "Now finish your meal or you'll go hungry tonight.." he said.

I slammed my hands on the table and got out of my seat, "Then im going hungry.." I said and stormed out of the dining room and back into my room. I slammed the door and it locked by itself. I slugged into my bed and threw the covers over my face and cried.. just cried. I couldnt help it. I hated being here so much that crying was the only way to relive myself from the pain and suffering.

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