DISCLAIMER: I wish I owned twilight, but sadly I do not (
PREFACE
I walked down the hall with my new gucci heels that I got for my birthday delicately clicking on the tiled floor of Forks High School. The school walls were so plastered with posters advertising the valentines day dance that I forgot what color the wall originally was.
DONT BE ALONE ON VALENTINES DAY!
WHO: YOU AND YOUR DATE!!
WHAT: VALENTINES DAY DANCE
WHEN: FEBRUARY 14
WHERE: FORKS HIGH SCHOOL GYM
WHY: BECAUSE SOMEONE LOVES YOU
SEE YOU THERE!!
I stared at the new wallpaper with disgust. Ever since the first poster went up guys were lined up to to secure their spot with me, and every single one I turned down. At first it was flattering but it got old pretty quickly. I'm pretty positive that I rejected nearly every guy in the school. When rosalie heard the news she was thrilled that I was following in her footsteps.
I, on the other hand, wasnt nearly as thrilled. In fact, I hated it. It felt like the world was out to get me, but in a difficult, more complex way. Everyone wanted me, to be their trophy prize, a loyal member of the family, their soulmate. All the girls were envious, all guys would drool. Sometimes I wished I could just be the wallpaper, well maybe not the current wallpaper, but at least no one would be staring at me like I was the last girl on earth.
It all leads me to wonder what would have happened if I was just left to die. Would I have been happier if my little heart had just given up after I was abandoned by my mother 15 years ago? Would I have rather ceased to exist instead of being faced with the pressure I'm living through? Should I stick with the family that saved me and choose to be changed or would it be better if I listened to the people who think being a vampire is just damning someone to eternity? Should I stay forever young and beautiful or grow old with someone I truely love and die happily? Everyday these questions swirl through my mind pushing to be answered, and everyday I get closer to making the descision that would affect the rest of my life... or will it be death?
A/N: this is my first fanfic and if i suck please tell me why. if u love it review it. if u hate it tell me. if u just read it out of boredom i wanna kno.. anything to get feedback i will gladly accept. )
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miss.melia.cullen