"I'm coming with you," I growled stubbornly at Edward.

"You silly little human, don't you understand I don't want you to come with me. You are the reason why we are moving. You're not good for the family and I all you do is bring death with every breath you take, put that burden on someone else who wants the responsibility!" he yelled back at me and I cowered back at his aggressiveness.

"But you love me why would you say these things?"

"Can't you see you stupid human? You were a toy the whole time and you're way too much work to just be a toy. Now behave and go back to your father and don't be so reckless or you're going to make the man die before his time comes."

And with those final words the love of my life disappeared before my eyes. I screamed out in pain and fell to the floor.

"WHYYYYYY?!" I sobbed.

Curling up in a ball on the cold forest floor I cried my heart out to the only person I will ever love and fell into a deep dreamless sleep.

I woke up with a sore throat and my body soaking wet and frozen to the bone. I slowly stood up and walked back to my home thankful that I didn't go too deep in the forest or I would have been lost. As I make my way to the house I think of everything that has happened in the last year since I moved to Forks, every kiss, every touch, every time he told me he loved me and wouldn't leave me. Then I think of how he was always trying to buy me things, Alice too and how she was always wanting to play dress up like I was some fucking charity case... oh my god! I was a toy! I was just to blinded by love and their affection to notice, I was just for their entertainment. But I still don't understand why they went through all the trouble this past year, wouldn't have just been easier to drain my sorry ass?

I rushed up the stairs to the bathroom as fast as my frozen body would let me, and quickly hop into the steaming hot shower scorching my body when I first get in.

I keep running everything through my mind and my anger keeps rising by the second. How fucking dare they! Think of me as useless and a fucking charity case they have no right to judge me just because they are immortal. There are many things about me they long for that they can't have because they are forever frozen just like my heart.

I swear to myself I'm never going to let this happen to me ever again it's time to change and I'm changing now.

I quickly finish my shower and dry myself off blow drying my hair. I get my scissors and start layering and thinning my hair until my hair is emo style, quickly run to my room where I have some black and red hair dye and bleach. I quickly die all my hair black then set out bleaching two strips of my hair in the front and running red dye over the bleach. As I rinse everything out blow dry my hair again and straighten it I am satisfied I look different. I put some heavy black eyeliner on and slip on a pair of black skinny jeans black and gray plad shirt and black converse. Take out some of my saving that I had stashed in my closet and hop in my truck looks like little innocent Bella Swan is going to get her first tattoo ha!

I drive to Port Angeles and pull up to the tattoo shop Global Invasion and quickly rush inside. There's a girl sitting at the counter with tattoos and piercing everywhere.

She looks up from her magazine, " What can I do for ya girly?"

"I want to get tattoo and a few piercings," I smiled widely at her.

"Blaze! We got a costumer!" she screams over her shoulder.

A man to be about 6"2' comes over very lanky but still muscled with tattoos everywhere one giant ear gauge and a septum piercing with black hair and blue eyes.

He looks me up and down, "follow me to the back."

I quickly say thank you to the receptionist and follow Blaze to the back of the tattoo parlor.

" Do you have an idea of what you would like to get?" he questioned.

" Yes I want a dieing willow tree on my side from my hip to around my rib cage and I want there to be a girl sitting under the tree looking up crying."

"You put a lot of thought in this didn't you?"

" No I thought of it as I drove over here," I replied looking down.

" Someone must have hurt you bad, well go sit in the front while I draw this out and see if you like it."

I quickly returned to the front, " so who do I go to for the piercings? Thought I might as well do them while I'm waiting."

The women smirked at me, " That's where I come in darling, come sit down and tell me what you want done."

I sat down in the black leather chair, " I would like my septum, snake bites, and belly button pierced," I quickly replied.

"I think the snake bits and septum will be to harsh for your soft face so how to cheek bone dermals and spider bites and a nostril plus the belly?"

" Your the professional do what you think is best, I'm just looking for pain."

"Trust me you got it."

She quickly went to work first piercing my belly button with a black ring, then two black studs for my spider bites on the right side of my lip, and two diamond studs for my dermals, and a thick silver hoop in my nostril. I looked in the mirror and was shocked I have never looked this good I'm glad I told her to do what's best I still look feminine but you can tell I can take pain.

" Hey broken girl come check out my sketch!" Blaze shouted from the back room, I quickly paid for my piercings and rushed to the back.

He looked up, "Nice work!"

I blushed, " thanks, so let me see the sketch."

He moved out of the way and I gasped it was exactly exactly what I was wanting but so much better then what I had pictured in my mind, "It's perfect let's get this baby on."

"Do you want to do it in one sitting?"

"Yes sir!" I saluted him.

" Then take off your shirt and lay on the table on your side,do you want it in black and white or color?"

"black and white."

Three hours later I walk out of Global Invasion with the biggest smile on my face that I've ever had.

I quickly drive home and notice Charlie still isn't home since his cruiser isn't there and all the house lights are still off, but there was a big black suburban in my driveway where Charlie parks.

"What the fuck?" I whisper out loud wondering who is here.

I slowly turn off the truck and get out heading over to the suburban. Four figures come out and close their car doors all at once. Then I realized there are four human drinking vampires standing in front of me. One had a body just like Emmett the male standing next to him had a body type like Jasper's just had long brown hair instead, then another male couple inches shorter then his male companions with kind of long emo styled hair that was brown, boy was he hot! And also there was a female that looked to be about 4"7' with bright blonde hair but the male standing next to her had similar facial features I wonder if they are twins?

" Is there something that you guys need?" I ask hesitantly.

The shorter male looked me in the eyes for the first time and my hole body warmed up and my heart beat sped up, "we are looking for you young Isabella," he smiled.

Allright guys I hope you enjoy! My first story so please advice and reviews! Thank you for reading I shall post another chapter tomorrow!