"Emily when's your flight home?" JJ asked as soon after they had said goodbye to the rest of the team.

"Tomorrow afternoon." She answered. "I'm going to miss you all."

"We''ll all miss you too. Especially me." JJ responded and put her arm round Emily's shoulders. "How about we go to a hotel?" she suggested.

"Jayje I have Mark now..." Emily hesitated despite her strong urges and longing for her ex.

"And I have Will and two kids." JJ responded. "I miss you Em. I miss us"

"I miss us too." Emily agreed. "You win." She submitted to JJ'a requests.

"Great!" JJ exclaimed excitedly.

"I'm presuming you've packed some of that fabulous lingerie I love."

"Of course Jayje." Emily was secretly hoping for a bit of time with JJ when she was heading over and decided to come prepared

"Good. I'm sorry if my body's not as perfect as you remember. I've just had a 2nd child."

"Jayje! Your perfect!" Emily exclaimed. "And who cares that it's not what I remember. I still love you."

'I love you too " She agreed.

The two walked along in silence before arriving at a hotel they knew would have rooms spare for the night. "A double room please." Emily asked the receptionist. Handing over the necessary deposit before being handed the key. Walking up the stairs Emily couldn't wait to get in their room and take JJ's clothes off. She missed everything about the young blonde. It was the most heartbreaking part of leaving for London in the first place.

"I'm going to put my lingerie on." Emily told JJ once they'd got too their room.

"I'll be waiting." JJ answered. Sitting herself onto the double bed, made with silk deep purple covers and flowery purple cushion covers. "Em you are hotter than I remember." She complemented whilst watching Emily come out of the bathroom in her lingerie and walk over to the bed.

"Pleased to hear that." Emily giggled and layed next to get as girlfriend, teasing her for a minute by running her hands across Jennifer's perky breasts. "I think I'm going to enjoy this." Emily said seductively.

"So will I." JJ agreed, hoping Emily would get a move on.

"Good. It's time to start then." The brunette moved herself over so she was directly above JJ and slowly lifted her shirt off before unstrapping her bra, taking a moment to play with JJ's breasts more closely. She started to work her way down the blonds tight times body before pausing. "Jayje. I can't do this." Emily said honestly.

"Why not? We've done it so many times before. Is it mark?"

"No. He's just a distraction. I'm just not ready yet."

"A distraction from what Em?"

"I was dating Louise. Before she died. "I really loved her. Like I love you." Emily confessed, watching for micro expressions on JJ's face.

"Em... I'm sorry." Jayje looked at her ex sympathetically. "if your not up to sex how about we just cuddle."

"Is that okay?"

"Em of course its okay."

"Thanks Jayje." Emily was apologetic in her response.

"That's okay sweetheart." JJ waited for Emily to be herself comfortable before wrapping her arm around her.

"Thankyou for understanding."

"Its fine Em. You would do the same for me." She o we that even though they were so far apart most of the time their love to eachother always remained. "I'm going to miss you when you go home."

"Maybe I'll spend a bit more time over here." Emily suggested. "There's space on the team. I missed working with you all so much and now I don't want to leave."

"Em. I would love that. But only if it's what you want."

"It is what I want." She promised.