Welcome! To my first fic in english of my current favorite anime, Blood+.

Summary: Diva's feelings towards a sister that didn't act like one at all.

Warnings: Some spoilers of the whole series, and chapter 49.

Disclaimer: I do not own Blood+.

Notes: I wrote this thinking about Diva's feelings towards Saya, and I really tried to not make her too OOC. If she is, I'm really sorry.


Hate.

She stole everything I had.

Everything.

She stole my life.

She was the only one allowed to enjoy life, to know what happiness is. While I was left behind like some rare monster or animal. Like I didn't exist at all.

She stole my chevalier.

My favorite one, taking him away from me. The only one that I thought would understand and accept me, suddenly betrayed me and tried to kill me. Kill me, his own Queen, all because of her. He loved her so damn much, when he was supposed to love me.

She even stole my name.

I had no name, and the she came and gave me one. I thought it was because she loved me, her sister. But it was just to have an excuse to call the person she's trying to kill. If I had known, I'd rather have no name forever.

She was supposed to be my sister, but didn't act like one at all. Instead, she said she was going to kill me.

Kill me. Her sister. Her family.

To protect those humans. Those stupid humans were better than me. I couldn't believe it.

And so, I decided to kill her as well. Make her suffer so much she couldn't even breathe. Stole from her everything she had. I wanted to see so badly her pathetic face, suffering even more than I did.

And then, have my own family. Create a world where I could live with my daughters, a world that could accept me. Witout her, without humans. Without pain.

But she had to come and destroy everything, once again...

I hated her.

I hated when I realized that I was the only one that was going to die.

One again, she was stealing my life.

I hated when she started to look sad, and tried to save me with a pathetic look on her face.

I hated when she begged me to take her with me.

She was acting like a real older sister in the very end. When we both realized that we were blood twins. Sisters. Our own and only family.

We were so stupid.

And I hated her until the end.

I hated how much I loved my silly sister.

End.


So how did you feel it?

Please consider I tried my best. I would love to know how you think I can get better. I love Diva and love writting, so let me know what you think.

Thanks for reading! :3