So, here's another Sadstuck for ya'll! Don't ask why I keep writing these… I don't even know myself… This one is relatively short. Sorry…
Enjoy!
Sollux…
You never knew.
Hell. If I was still here, you'd probably never know.\I was always afraid to tell you.
We never really talked much, and when we did, it normally involved yelling and getting pissed off at each other.
I just couldn't get you out of my head.
I asked for help. Someone to block these feelings for you.
No one came.
Now I feel like I am the bad guy.
I was jealous.
I killed Feferi.
I only did it because I didn't want you two to fill a quadrant together!
I wanted you…
No one else made me feel that way.
Only you.
I know it sounds stupid, but it's the truth.
Someone like you is impossible to find.
And I blew it.
I fucked up.
I didn't intend for it to end this way. I just wanted you.
Please, just remember me. Even if you only remember the bad in me, at least I know…
Know you think of me.
Inspired by Fall For You by Secondhand Serenade.