Did I ever made a mistake in life? Maybe I did. And if I did, is it running away from home and joining Fairy tail?

I should have never joined Fairy tail. My father should have just hired someone to snatch me back home to the mansion before it got that far. So my mistake was running away from home. But I joined the guild, and wonder now if it was a mistake? If I hadn't, I would still be alive in the future instead of dying at this every moment.

I know it's somehow bitter and pathetic but this is how I die. In front of my Past self. I know how my Past self feels because my Future self also went back to her Past to warn about the dragons coming. Watching my Future self die was really sad but now I know how she felt. This Lucy Heatfilia, Fairy tails' Present time traveler, to warn the Past like the Future Lucy Heatfilia did, had failed.

Dying by the shadow sword of Rogue from my time and in front of my Past self.

"Hey… Let me see your guild mark…" I asked my Past self. My hand were trembling while trying to reach her hand, where her guild mark is. I sadly smiled, tears running down my cheeks. Third last wish... Completed.

"You... Your right hand... It's..." My Past self eyes widen, realizing my right hand is not on my body parts anymore.

I saw Natsu tremble in anger. The way I'm dying, it's the same like my Future self.

As I close my eyes, I told them my second last wish, "I really... wanted to go on... more adventure."

Remembering what my Future self told me before she died, I finally under stand. Past is connected to Future. I, you and the world can never change the Future because what I'm doing right now is because I ran away from home. It wasn't mistake when I ran away and tried to find happiness. It wasn't.

I didn't fail to warn the past because it's suppose to be like this. I don't regret leaving the mansion nor going back to the Past to tell them what's gonna happen in the Future. It's because of my mother's death that made want to seek for happiness.

"Lucy, when the time comes you'll be a very important person to someone and everyone." That's what my mother said before she died. I once thought before that she was trying to make feel happy or be o.k by telling me that and it didn't work. But know I understand.

And you know what, I'm actually thankful for leaving, to look for happiness and saving the world.

I'll be passing my Future self's message to my Past self and hopefully my time would be in peace. And I hope that my Past self will understand why I, my Future self and her are doing this,

"Protect... The Future..."