Chapter 1: Caroline.

Hi! Well this is a new fanfic that I've been thinking for a while and well being brave I'm going to update it. This story will be write bye the POV of Caroline and Klaus, I mean this chapter is from the point of view of Caroline but next will be Klaus's. I hope you like it. I'm sorry if there are grammar mistakes english is not my first language and my computer don't hep changing some words into my first language. If you have any ideas or think that I can do it better please tell I alwats want to improve so thank you. I don't own the vampire diaries.

I have never been myself because every single moment that I was being me I wasn't enough, so I decided to compete and try to be a person who wasn't me. All I wanted was being the first choice for someone, just for one momento fell that I am enough. Now here I am, starting a new life in college with my best friends, so I'm going to try again and this time just being me. I was scared? Yes, but that won't stop me, I think I deserve something good, is not that my life isn't good it's just that for once I want someone tol ove, just me because of me. I was lost in own thoughts when a voice interrupt me.

-Care!- my friend Bonnie shouted to me, I stoped and turned around to greet her.

-Hi Bon, How are you?- I said with a smile.

-Great! Finally friday!, ey what are you going to do this weekend? I'm going to have a date with Jeremy. I'm so nervous, maybe he will say something to me like Ey Bon I like you. I know he likes me but he is a little afraid you know with me being friend with his sister. I need you help with the drees I'm going to wear, so would you please come with me?- she begged me, it was the first time that I heard Bonnie talk so much about a guy so this one was important.

-Okay, I was't going to do anything my mom is working late again, even I could look at the fashion- I said with a little smile, I know I'm not rich but maybe I could buy some new shirt or skirt, who knows.

We continued talking until we arrive at class. The building was how to say? Just one Word, horrible, but it doesn't matter it wasn't like I live in here anyway. I didn't live in dorms because I didn't want my mom living alone, my father left us and I don't want her to be alone so I drive to college every day, some time I envy Bonnie and Elena, they are roomates, but it was my decision.

-He girls- Elena said while she walked in the class- have we got plans for this weekend already?- she asked while she was sitting down.

-Well, yes. I have a date with your brother so we're going shopping tonight.

-You have a date with my brother?, that's great Bon- Elena said while huggind her best friend, Elena has always been very supportive with the relationship between Bonnie and her brother, so actually I don't understand why Jeremy is having a hard time to pop the question.- well then we obviously have to go shopping- Elena said with a smile.

-Yeah, Bon, you are going to look like a princess- I said with a samile.

-And Jer will be on his knees with you- Elena said ending my sentence.

-Thanks, girls you are the best!

In that momento the teacher came in, he was like Steve Urkel but only in his look because he was anything but funny. Actually his class was like the cure for any sleepless night. He started his class with a new topic Physics, it was awful, but well like always I just did what I always do in this class, daydreaming.

Finally his class ended, thanks to God the next classes were better, and thanks to that and the topic of conversation between me and my friends the time to go home finally arrived.

-Okay Care, Elena and me will go to you house to pick you up around five, okay?

-Great Bon, thank you- I huged my two best friends before go to my car.

When I arrive at home I had two hours to get ready so I had enough time. Like always my mom wasn't home, Elizabeth Forbes was a workaholic since my dad left, the problema was that sometimes she forget that she still has a daughter. She is not a bad mom, sometime I think that it's her only way to accept that my dad left us. When she looks at me she remembered that so, if she doesn't see me she won't remember, so which is the solution? Work. But after everything I know my mom loves me so nothing else matter.

I made myself a sandwich and turned on the TV. I was finishing of watching The Beauty and the beast when Inlooked at the clock, I only had thirty minutes left. I start running in my home, changing clothes and doing my make up. The horn of Bonnie's car and Elena's screams told me that I was late again.

-Care, c'mon!- I heard Elena. I run to the window and open it.

-Just wait, please five minutes.

-Always the same,- said Bonnie.

-Fine but run!- I heard Elena from my bathroom.

I finished everuthing took my bag and run through the door. I closed and went to Bonnie's car to get in.

-Let's go girls- Bonnie said and turning on the radio we started singing while driving to the mal. Life was great!