Chapter 1: the engagement

Amelia:

After James had proposed to me I ran, I ran with 3 year old Elijah and now I'm staying with my brother at his house. I couldn't love James the way I once loved Owen. When Derek was in high school he introduced me to Owen I was 16 while he was 18. We were boyfriend and girlfriend I fact I even went to my brothers prom with my boyfriend. I became sad again after Owen left to go into the military. I didn't know what to do so when I turned 18 and he was 20 and we talked once a month. But what Owen never knew is that I got into drugs because if he died I wanted to die to. Now that I'm back in Seattle I'm hoping to get his trust back and love me even though I have a son from another man. I didn't even know what I was doing when I was high and was hanging around Ryan because the one I wanted to be my husband was married to my sister in laws best friend whom he showed the love for her that he once had with me.

Owen and I are going on a date tonight while my sister in law watches Elijah. Things have been hard on both of us since we left LA. Derek recently got into a car accident and almost died. He would of died if it wasn't for me. I saved his life but he's still in the hospital with a broken leg, and wrist. But he's still in the hospital because he did have a major brain bleed and I was able to fix it. Derek has a 50/50 shot of being the same Derek he was or be the Derek that nobody knows. I know thins have been hard it's been hard on Meredith as she's sick every morning even though she is pregnant but I find hard to watch her because I am expecting Owens baby but I'm afraid I'm afraid this one will be like Elijah who has special needs due to me which means he has delays and a seizure disorder he doesn't have Autism, down syndrome, or any physical handicaps but he might have ADHD but I'll cross that bridge later but I'm afraid that this child will be the same.

"Momma come can I be good I'm sorry for being bad boy" Elijah said to me. "Oh sweetie you weren't a bad boy no mommy is just going out with a friend." I told my son. "Daddy you see daddy the red headed guy who loves me." Asked my son "yes honey mommy is going to see your future daddy." I told my son. Owen and I have been talking about getting married for about 6 months but we just never got around to the idea that we could be married. Our child needs a mom and a dad who will love and care for him or her. "Amelia I love you and I've missed you for years would you do the honor of marrying me so I can be the father of your children." He asked me. "Owen Hunt I've been waiting for this moment for years I will marry you."I said to him.

This morning I woke up and vomited like I have been for a few weeks now, then I got Elijah ready for preschool so I could drop both Elijah and my nephew Bailey off. This morning was going to be the day that Derek found out about the engagement and how much he's means to me to walk me down the isle as my father never had the chance to do because he died when I was 5. I am reminded of my dad everyday with Elijah because I named my son after his grandfather. "You were out late last night with Owen" Meredith said. "Ya I was we had fun and talked." I told her. "Is that a 2 carrot diamond on your finger." Meredith asked. "Yes Meredith it is we got engaged last night." I told her. "Well congratulations Amelia I can't wait to tell Derek this news." She said. "No Meredith I'm going to tell him but when are you going to tell him about the baby" I asked her. "Okay I won't tell him as far as this baby goes I'm going to tell him when the time is right." She said.

After I dropped my son and nephew off at school I went to work. This morning I'm going to see how Derek is doing and tell him the good news that he can finally be released from neuro observation because he hasn't had any issues in a few weeks. Derek might be able to come home again so Zola, and Bailey can see their dad and not be hooked up to all kinds of monitors. "Good morning Derek how are you feeling this morning." I asked him. "Amelia when can I escape this place I want to go home with my wife children, nephew, and you." He said. "Well you can leave my observation but I'd have to ask Callie about it." I told him. "Amelia your perky today is the news about your baby making you happy or something else." Derek asked me. " well yes and no Derek I got engaged last night to Owen." I told him. "Congrats little sis I knew once you found him again you would marry him." Derek said.

Derek was right for once every thing was going right nothing bad was happening to us I was happy I had my son my fiancé and a baby on the way.

A/N: so here is a new story it's got love and happiness in it and has a lot of Meredith and Derek, and Owen and Amelia.