This is just a kinda random release of emotions that i would like to get out. i know that maybe one person might read this...and this goes out to you. 1 good comment = i will continue. so yea
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Chapter 1
I'm a liar.
Plain and simple. i lied to my mom. I lied to my dad. I lied to Edward. I lied to Alice. I lied to everyone. but i have my reasons, and they are my own. of course, im the only one that understands why. What did you lie about? you might ask. well. its as simple as it is completely fucked up.
I faked my own death.
Yea, yea, i know. 'why would you ever fake your own death?'. well my life was all shits and giggles until he came along.
James. Also known as Satan Incaranate.
I hate him.
I used to hate no one. I was miss happy-go-lucky. but i really really hate this boy. He's more arrogant, moody, and down-right rude than Edward is.(which in itself is pretty damn amazing). If what James was had a name it would be absolute-damn-phsyco-from-hell-who-should-just-go-die-because-Bella-wants-to-go-home. There. I'm guessing you're probably like 'damn this diary is the worst thing i've ever read. lets go get some tacos instead (believe me i would love some tacos right now, so i wouldnt blame you) . but really i need someone to know what really happened to me. To tell my mom i love her. To tell my dad all the things i never said. To tell Alice how much im going to miss her. To tell Edward that this was all for him. To tell him that i would quite litterally shoot a platypus if he wanted me to. I love him more than i love a good taco.
But of course, like tacos, the time spent with him was gone too fast. So...in my pit of despair, i will right down everything that him in this stupid little book and hope that it will somehow fall into his hands.
Hi, my name is Bella Swan and this is my story.