Author's Notes: Well, here's my try at a Lost fic :D My favorite TV show x3 I just watched "Do No Harm", it was so wonderful, I've watched my taping of it 11 times already! XD One of my most favorite scenes of the night, was the very ending, when Shannon found out the news of Boone dieing…Maggie Grace's crying scene was so believable, I cried T-T Well, I got inspired, and decided to do a Shannon-POV fic. Enjoy!
Disclaimer: All bow to J.J. Abrams & ABC! Fore they are the ones that owns Lost. Yeah, that's right, it ain't me :P
The day had started out so well, too.
I'm really starting to like Sayid, maybe even fall in love, and I was so surprised when I found out he set up this romantic spot right out on the side of the beach, away from everybody. Just us. We sat there for hours, kissing every now & then, eating the 'Picnic'-like brunch he had prepared, talking, and just listening to the ocean. It was all so wonderful.
I couldn't help it, I just had to tell him.
He seems to really like me, how could I not tell him? That Boone isn't my real brother. That he's in Love with me. I just needed to, my heart would give me no choice. I needed to know that he was okay with that, okay with the fact that I would always feel a platonic-type of love for Boone, and that Boone still loves me. I mean, after all, we are stuck on an island. Boone will always be here.
At least, that's what I had thought.
I knew something was wrong. I knew something wasn't right, when I saw Jack walking towards Sayid & I with that look of pity, that look of despair. But I would have never imagined in a million years of what he said to me, of what he said had happened. "I'm sorry…" he hadn't even completely reached us yet, and that was what Jack said, shaking his head back & forth. I looked at Sayid, and he looked at me. I could tell that he could see something wasn't right either. "I tried everything I could. I couldn't save him." Couldn't save who?
"What're you talking about?" I asked with curiosity & anxiousness, I really didn't like where this was going. "Boone's dead." and I felt my world crash, I felt everything around me break. Boone's dead? No! That can't be true…is this some type of joke? But I knew it wasn't, I couldn't take the news, I almost fainted. If it weren't for Sayid having been holding my hand, I know I would have fallen over. I told Jack to take me to him, I needed to see him…I needed to see Boone!
He looks so peaceful…is he really dead? He looks as if he's sleeping…is this a dream? It can't be real, it just can't, Boone can't be dead! But he is…a tear falls down my right cheek. I know he's dead…I can't deny it…oh god, Boone's dead!
I can feel myself sobbing wildly now. The fact of his death having reached me, my being no longer able to deny it. It's so unfair! Why Boone? Why now? I've always treated him so badly, I regret that now. I regret all the things I've ever done to him. I regret not being there to hold his hand during this. I regret not being able to say Goodbye. But it's too late, oh god, it's so unfair.
I had no clue of what had been happening. All this time, Boone was dieing a painful death, and I was with Sayid! Oblivious of the fact that my brother was dieing. I was so happy, having a good time, and my brother Boone was dieing! If I could take the past hours back, I would, I'd be by his side. I'd say goodbye.
But it's too late. He's gone. Forever.
Goodbye, Boone.