A/N: This is kinda weird fic from Rei's point of view, what she felt towards Shinji in the end of the series, somewhere between the end of the anime and the movie. I'm really not a super fan of this pairing, but I like Rei's character and dealing with her feelings was easier this way. Please, tell me what you think.
For the heart I could have
Everything feels so empty..
Everything feels so cold..
Like a hard wind blowing through my heart..
-if I even have one anymore-
If I ever had one..
Though I remember how it felt..
To see the sadness in your eyes..
-still you always cared for me-
Once I wasn't empty..
Once I was more than cold..
Once I wasn't just a core..
-without its soul-
Once I felt..
Even if it was just for a while..
And I felt the tears in my eyes..
-making me feel alive-
Once you walked beside me..
Once you held my hand..
And told we would make it through..
-once we were almost happy-
Now it's gone..
All that is left is an empty shell..
Shell of lies..
-things never said-
Things that were left behind..
Now all that is left is you..
I hope what you wish will come true.