Sometimes she remembers.
Just a sentence. Or a picture. Or a stupid programme on the telly.
Or a dream.
She dreams that's she saves people. And there's this man, but she just can't quite make him out.
She always wakes up in the morning with a headache.
She knows that her mother and grandfather know what it is.
But they never say.
It's almost like they're afraid.
Sometimes all she sees is blue. But not just any old blue, the bluest blue ever.
She's married now.
She's happy.
So why sometimes does she catch herself crying?
And why will nobody ever tell her why?