"Why don't you ask her yourself?"
No. it couldn't be, could it? I daren't get my hopes up that Rose Tyler could be behind me, barely a few feet away rather than a whole universe. Part of me doesn't want to look, in case she's not there- in case it's someone else. But then I think 'Bad Wolf', who else could it possibly be?
Suddenly I find myself turning, hoping that she's there and for once, the universe is truly kind and I soon discover that yes, it is, because I can see her. Rose Tyler, defender of the earth standing hardly fifteen feet away from me… and that's all I need, just her, smiling that smile at me, with her blonde hair fanned around her and a leather jacket that is just so her. Suddenly my feet take off on their own accord because I'm running, arms flailing like a twat but I don't care because she's running too. She takes off that massive gun that's hung round her and throws it down, barely seeing it hit the ground because she is focused on me.
Neither of us even see the Dalek come round the corner, and neither of us see Jack appear and blow it to pieces because suddenly there we are, inches apart just smiling at each other. And suddenly I find myself staring down into eyes that I never thought I'd see again and we just stand there together, in that moment that I wish could be everlasting. This is the universe repaying me the debts it owes, and just seeing her makes me forget everything else.
We could stand there just staring at each other forever, before I hear Jack's voice ring out "Just kiss already!" and suddenly that's exactly what we're doing. In one swift movement she's dragged my face down to meet hers by the lapels of my jacket and you do not see me complaining. Within nano-seconds my hands find her waist, and the moment our lips meet it's like nothing else in the universe matters but her, and me, and the bubble in which we sit under – locked in time in that infinite moment.
But it's all over to soon because I can sense danger coming, and the TARDIS is reaching out to me because the daleks are dragging her to their ship and I think; if I die today, at least I will die happy knowing that I finally got to kiss Rose Tyler and this thought causes me to smile a smile hardly appropriate for a Dalek invasion but I don't care, because she's here and that is all that matters. I glance over to the TARDIS where Jack and Donna are inside, trying to find out what's wrong and I know unfortunately I have to help them, and I can't just stay here forever, no matter how much I want to. So I do the next best thing, I pull away, but take her hand in mine like I'd been longing to do for so long, and I say the first word I ever said to her. I tell her to run, and she obeys.
We run off into the TARDIS, laughing away like we hadn't a care in the world and if I'm honest I don't.
Because she is Rose Tyler, and I am The Doctor and we are together in the TARDIS just as we should be, because I love her. And I'm not afraid to admit it anymore because I do, love her with all my hearts and I'm not going to waste a single second of the time I have with her before we both end up dead denying it.
She is my everything, and sometimes, I like to dream that I am hers too.
And we are so, so happy.
Ok so I basically watched some of David Tennants video diaries he did whilst being on doctor who and the ones where they filmed bad wolf bay, and when they did Billies last scene and they were both so sad and I was just like crying at my computer like the sad lonely fangirl I am so I just had to write this before I Moffat-style jumped off of a building.