What is wrong with me?
Ziva made her way through the dark halls of the office. She had stayed late to finish her report for Gibbs. She was tired and very ready for bed. She walked through the parking garage and noticed another car next to hers. Well not a car.
"Abby."
She said to herself. She went back into the building and hit the button to take her to her lover's lair. She could hear her music from the elevator and she quickly made her way to the lab. She watched her leaning over her microscope. Her pigtails have long since been taken out and her makeup fading over the hours. Ziva made some noise so she didn't scare her lover to much when she slid her fingers into her hair. She started massaging Abby's scalp.
"That feels so good."
"I bet it does. Why are you still here?"
"Because I saw your car in the garage and I figured if you were still here I would wait for you and get some stuff done tonight."
"Why wait for me?
Abby turned from her microscope and pulled Ziva flush against her.
"Because I wanted to be with you tonight and I would have stayed all night if it meant I got to be near you."
Ziva felt her heart soar.
"I love you Zee."
Ziva smiled for the first time that day.
"I love you too."
She grabbed Abby's hand.
"Follow me home?"
Abby nodded and placed a light kiss on ZIva's lips. The two women made their way out of the lab after Abby turned all her machines off. They made their way to the garage and Abby pulled Ziva to her.
"What are we gonna do when we get back to your place?"
Ziva smiled.
"Whatever you want. I am totally yours tonight."
Ziva left a tantalizing kiss on Abby's lips and she got into her car. Abby smiled and made a mad dash for her hearse. Ziva laughed watch her goofy lover she knew she was finally happy but there was something nagging at her that she couldn't put into words. Every time she thought about it the smile faded from her face.
"What the hell is wrong with me?"She thought to herself.
"I have a great job, a place to live, and perfect girlfriend. What the hell is bothering me?" Then she heard it. Her fathers voice in her head telling her Do not become attached Ziva.
She didn't know why it was bothering her all of a sudden. She and Abby had been together for a while now. She pulled up to her building and waited at her front door for Abby, who was walking up the street toward her. Abby smiled broadly at her as she walked up to the stoop. Her smile faded as she started to notice the far away look in the Israeli's eyes.
"Baby what's wrong?"
Ziva pulled the goth into a tight hug. She buried her head into Abby's chest and took in a shaky breath.
"I love you Abigael."
"I love you too. Zee what's wrong?" Abby was getting scared unsure why Ziva's mood changed so drastically from NCIS to here.
Ziva shook her head and turned to unlock the door to her apartment. She pulled Abby in with her and quickly closed and locked the door.