World So Cold
Written by: Adventure-Seeking-Juliet
When: Listening to Three Days Grace
Disclaimer: I do not own SW or Three Days Grace.
A/N 6 years post ROTS. Vader's thoughts on the sudden realization of the world he is living in, the world he created...the world so cold. Angst. Plzz review. Based off of three Days Grace song, World so Cold, not a songfic!
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Vader's anger flared as he stalked through the dull halls of an Imperial Star Destroyer. He hated ignorance...in fact any Imperial who displayed ignorance around him was usually dead in under three minutes.
So, if he hated ignorance so much, how come he was the most ignorant Imperial of all?
How could it have taken him this long to realize the truth?
He repressed a sigh, not that you could tell with his respirator, and entered his personal quarters.
He never thought he'd feel this guilty. He never thought he'd be this broken down on both the inside and the outside.
Vader was living with himself now...nothing but lies. He always thought he'd make it, he never thought he'd let it get so bad.
He felt like he couldn't come to life, like he was frozen inside.
Vader was living in a world so cold, wasting away. He was living in a shell of man. A shell with no soul, since his life had changed...since Padme had gone away.
The world was cold and it was because of him.
Anakin was no living in a world so cold, counting the days, since she had gone away.
Inside of the monstrosity that was Darth Vader, Anakin was screaming out.
Do you ever feel me? Do you ever look deep down inside? Don't you ever look at yourself? You are paralyzed in more ways than one!
I feel alone.
I can't come back to life.
I'm frozen inside.
Yet Vader was still living in a world so cold. He is losing his soul each day that he lives the frozen lie of his paralyzed life.
Anakin cannot find a way out of his own freezing Hell.
So long...as I'm left behind. I've lost it all. Everything.
you ever feel me? Do you ever look deep down inside? Don't you ever look at yourself? Your entire life is paralyzed.
Vader was living in a world so cold, wasting away. He was living in a shell of man. A shell with no soul, since his life had changed...since she had gone away.
...Until the end.