Chapter One

See All Better …


Great.

The sun was peeking through the clouds.

I hate the sun.

I prefer the gray. Easier on the eyes. Easier on the …

Well, … I prefer gray.

Matches my mood.

I hate the sun.

Then, I hate a lot of things.

Platitudes.

"It'll get better."

"Things always work out."

"You can't see it now. But, there's a reason it turned out this way."

"Maybe it's for the best, this way."

"You need to move forward."

Fuck you.

I almost smile at that.

Fuck you.

Humanity's second greatest contribution to the universe. The word fuck.

Maybe the third greatest. I guess the Crucible is, was a great thing. Not to me, but the rest of the galaxy likes it.

I hate it. I fucking hate it.

That makes it a bit better. Just add fuck, and things are better.

If you have to ask me why I hate the Crucible, then you're an idiot. Eh, make it you're a fucking idiot.

I smile as I kick a rock into a pile of rubble, see, that made it all better.

Just add fuck.