This take place a while after the fight with the Dark Forest. All nine of Bramblestar's lives were taken by Blackcough the leaf-bare after the Dark forest battle. Also, Swiftkit is in honour of my friend, SwiftbirdTC. Go check her out, she is the best writer I've ever met!
THUNDERCLAN
Leader:
Squirrelstar-dark ginger she-cat
Deputy:
Birchfall-light brown tabby tom
Medicine Cat(s):
Jayfeather-gray tabby tom with blind eyes
Sagepaw-scruffy grey tom with black paws
Warriors:
Brackenfur-golden brown tabby tom
Dewfur-gray and white tom
Thornclaw-golden brown tabby tom
Mousewhisker-gray-and-white tom
Lionblaze-golden tabby tom
Apprentice, Skypaw
Snowfrost-white, fluffy tom
Apprentice, Tinypaw
Molewhisker-brown-and-cream tom
Apprentice, Swiftpaw
Apprentices:
Tinypaw-black she-cat with a white tail tip
Skypaw-light grey she-cat with blue tinged fur
Swiftpaw-white tom
Lakepaw-blue-grey tom with white spots
Pinepaw-brown she-cat with a white belly
Wolfpaw-light grey she-cat
Maplepaw-amber and brown she-cat
Eaglepaw-brown tom with darker brown stripes
Queens:
Amberstorm-pale ginger she-cat
Lilyshade-tortoiseshell-and-white she-cat
Cherryfall-ginger she-cat
Dovewing-pale gray she-cat
Poppyfrost-tortoiseshell she-cat
Blossomfall-tortoiseshell-and-white she-cat
Whitewing-white she-cat
Seedpelt-golden-brown she-cat
Cinderheart-gray tabby she-cat
Ivypool-silver-and-white tabby she-cat
Elders:
Cloudtail-long-haired white tom
Brightheart-white she-cat with ginger patches
Purdy-plump tabby former loner with a gray muzzle
SHADOWCLAN
Leader:
Rowanstar-ginger tom
Deputy:
Tawnypelt-tortoiseshell she-cat
Medicine Cat(s):
Littlecloud-very small tabby tom
Warriors:
Crowfrost-black-and-white tom
Apprentice, Mistpaw
Owlclaw-light brown tabby tom
Scorchfur-dark gray tom
Apprentice, Lightpaw
Spikefur-dark brown tom
Apprentice, Tigerpaw
Tigerheart-dark brown tabby tom
Apprentice, Leafpaw
Snowbird-pure white she-cat
Apprentice, Stormpaw
Ferretclaw-black-and-gray tom
Apprentice, Deerpaw
Stoatfur-tortoiseshell and white she-cat
Smokefoot-black tom
Apprentice, Creekpaw
Apprentices:
Mistpaw-fuzzy white she-cat with blue tinged fur
Tigerpaw-black and orange striped tom
Creekpaw-cream-furred she-cat
Stormpaw-very light grey furred tom
Lightpaw-white and cream dappled she-cat
Deerpaw-brown and cream striped tom
Leafpaw-white and black spotted tom
Queens:
Grassheart-pale brown tabby she-cat
Dawnpelt-cream-furred she-cat
Pinenose-black she-cat
Kinkfur-tabby she-cat, with long fur that sticks out at all angles
Elders:
Snaketail-dark brown tom with tabby-striped tail
Ratscar-brown tom with long scar across his back
Ivytail-black, white, and tortoiseshell she-cat
WINDCLAN
Leader:
Harestar-brown-and-white tom
Deputy:
Emberfoot-gray tom with two dark paws
Medicine Cat(s):
Kestrelflight-mottled gray tom
Warriors:
Gorsetail-very pale gray-and-white tom
Apprentice, Birdpaw
Weaselfur-ginger tom with white paws
Leaftail-dark tabby tom
Breezepelt-black tom
Apprentice, Kestrelpaw
Slightmark-black tom with flash of white on his chest
Hootsong-dark gray tom
Apprentice, Rabbitpaw
Apprentices:
Kestrelpaw-brown, grey, and white dappled tom
Rabbitpaw-brown tom
Birdpaw-brown and white spotted she-cat
Queens:
Heathertail-light brown tabby she-cat
Featherprint-gray tabby she-cat
Sedgewhisker-light brown tabby she-cat
Larkwing-pale brown tabby she-cat
Furzepelt-gray-and-white she-cat
Elders:
Nightcloud-black she-cat
RIVERCLAN
Leader:
Reedstar-black tom
Deputy:
Duskfur-brown tabby she-cat
Medicine Cat(s):
Willowshine-gray tabby she-cat
Warriors:
Mintfur-light gray tabby tom
Apprentice, Snowpaw
Mallownose-light brown tabby tom
Lizardtail-light brown tom
Apprentice, Nightpaw
Grasspelt-light brown tom
Apprentice, Frostpaw
Heronwing-dark gray-and-black tom
Apprentice, Flowerpaw
Apprentices:
Snowpaw-white she-cat
Flowerpaw-grey-and-white dappled she-cat
Frostpaw-silver tabby tom
Nightpaw-dark grey tom
Queens:
Havenpelt-black-and-white she-cat
Shimmerpelt-silver she-cat
Petalfur-gray-and-white she-cat
Minnowtail-dark gray she-cat
Lakeheart-gray tabby she-cat
Icewing-white she-cat
Mosspelt-tortoiseshell she-cat
Elders:
Pouncetail-ginger-and-white tom
Pebblefoot-mottled gray tom
Rushtail-light brown tabby tom
PROLOGUE
I looked down sadly upon my five kits. Two had died seconds after birth, one was blind, and the last two were too small to survive leaf-bare. "I'm sorry... I-I should have done more. It's my fault they-they didn't make it. I'm so very sorry..." Sagepaw cried, it was his first time helping the clan without Jayfeather. I sighed, just barely keeping the tears back. "Has Snowfrost gotten back yet?" I asked. As I finished speaking, Snowfrost pushed his way in. He froze at the sight of his two dead daughters. "Amberstorm..." Snowfrost whispered in a pained voice. He broke from his trance and rushed over, tears streaked down his face. Snowfrost laid down and buried his muzzle into his daughters' fur.
The sad sight was too much for me to bare and I started crying, softly at first but they escalated quickly into heaving sobs of guilt. "It's all my fault! I-I worked myself too hard while expecting! If I hadn't-" I was cut off by Snowfrost. "If you hadn't, Sagepaw would be dead instead." He whispered reassuringly.
I looked away, trying to push the memory of the recent fox invasion from my mind. A slight rustle alerted us to the fact Sagepaw had left, probably to tell the other queens they could come back in and to tell the clan of the dead kits. "Let's name our kits now." Snowfrost purred, trying to brighten the mood. I nodded in agreement and glanced over my kits. "How about Frostkit for the light grey tom?" I asked hesitantly.
Snowfrost nodded. "And Swiftkit for the white she-cat with red, golden, and light brown tabby stripes." "Why... Why don't we let Sagepaw name the last she-kit?" I asked. "He did save her and her living siblings from the same fate as their sisters. And speaking of their sisters, Firekit for the ginger one and Whitekit for the white and grey one." Snowfrost nodded in agreement.
"I'll get him." Snowfrost meowed and stood up, almost tripped over Hawkkit and Jaykit who were play fighting. I purred sadly in amusement. "Hawkkit! Jaykit! Don't get in the way of warriors!" Their mother, Lilyshade, huffed. Snowfrost smiled and stepped around the two kit and left the nursery. "I can't wait for my kits to be like that." I joked with Lilyshade. A pang of sadness hit me as I remembered that two of my kits would never play, never see the light of day or the beauty of night. They would never live normal lives, instead they would grow up watching their clan from the safety Starclan.
'Without me...' "More joyful bundles of annoyance. Yay." Lilyshade purred. "Hey!" Hawkkit complained. "See what I mean?" Lilyshade asked, purring. "Yeah, I see what you mean." I replied, laughing softly. We look up as Snowfrost enters with Sagepaw right behind. Sagepaw rushed over. "Is everything alright? Did something bad happen? Is one of them hurt? Are they-" "Sagepaw! Let me speak!" I interrupted, exasperated.
"I would like you to name my last kit. The little black she-kit." Sagepaw's eyes widened and he looked at me. "Really?" I nodded. "Well... how about... Hollykit?" He asked. I purred and moved my kits closer. "My five little angels." I purred. To that my living kits gave a few indignant squeals before continuing to suckle. I glanced at Lilyshade. "Could you look after Hollykit, Swiftkit, and Frostkit for me? I have to do something." Lilyshade nodded, an understanding look in her eyes. "Of course!"
I stood up, making my kits tumble away from me. I grabbed Firekit by the scruff and motioned for Snowfrost to grab Whitekit. We left the den with Sagepaw following. I relished in a cool breeze for a short second before continuing on my way to the elders' den. Pushing my way into the den, I laid my kit at the paws of Brightheart. Snowfost did the same with Whitekit.
I felt my eyes water up again. "They died seconds after birth." I rasped through a small sob. Brightheart nodded and stood up. She grabbed Firekit by the scruff. "Cloudtail, grab the white and grey kit." "Whitekit…" I corrected, my voice shaking. "And Firekit." Brightheart's eye flashed at Firekit's name and I knew she was thinking about Firestar.
Cloudtail heaved himself up and grabbed Whitekit. "Poor little kits…" I heard him murmur softly through Whitekit's fur. I followed the two elders out of the den and out into the forest. Snowfrost pressed against me. I let him lead me through the forest, looking up when we stopped. Squirrelstar and Birchfall stood next to two tiny holes. I started crying as Brightheart and Cloudtail laid my kits in the holes. I buried my face in Snowfrost's fur and breathed in a shuttering breath.
"I'm sorry for your loss. I-I know what you're feeling..." I heard Squirrelstar mewed sympathetically. 'You don't know what I'm feeling! Yours and Bramblestar's three kits are probably in the training hollow, learning new attack and defense moves!' I thought angrily but nodded anyway. The anger died as I watched the elders bury my kits. "Why me?" I whispered to the stars, needing an answer.
