Stephenie Meyer owns the characters, and the story is based off the song "Endless Love". Go easy on me... this is my first fanfic :)

EPOV

The icy wind whipped against my face as snow poured down from the sky in a swirling white fury while I ran. This was horrifying weather. So why am I running around in it? I want to feel pain for what I've done.

Suddenly, I felt a presence run up from behind. Tanya. I scowled and whipped around to face her. It was no secret to me that she wanted a relationship with me. Usually I would let her down like a gentleman, but I was in no mood for that today.

My tortured face scared her. Her face fell a little as she began.

"Edward… You do know I want to help you, right?" she spoke nervously.

"No Tanya, I don't because are you sure you didn't just want Bella out of the way?" I questioned harshly.

"Of course not!" she yelled, looking slightly in shock.

Her face betrayed her.

"I can't believe you would play those games with me." I shot her a disgusted look. "Don't talk to me. Don't come near me. And DON'T try to find me."

And with that, I took off into the trees.

I ran for hours, trying to get as far away from civilization as I could. I wanted to die. I wanted for the pain to be over. Today was the day that marked the one month anniversary of my leaving Bella. I swore I was protecting her. Obviously, I never thought of how hard it would be.

She doesn't know how much I love her. I thought sadly.

I stopped running when I found a cave. I ducked into the dark, damp space. For the past month, I've been going crazier with every day.

Bella. Her smile, her laugh; It was all swirling in my head. I would never see it again. For the first time ever in my life, I began to truly sob.

And so, I sat in the dark, dismal cave, and let the misery take me.

BPOV

Edward. Edward. Edward. He was the only thing on my mind for the past month. Was it possible to love someone this much? Yes, it was possible, but also sadly pathetic.

I was nothing without my Edward.

Another tear dribbled down my cheek when I realized, he wasn't mine anymore.
I missed him with all my heart and he would never find out what he means to me. Ever. It seems such a sad thing, that he'd never find out.

Today marked the one month anniversary of he's leaving. I bet he didn't even realize. I doubt he even would care. He wanted to leave, and didn't want me with him. I remembered some of our better times together...

**One summer day**

I was content, lying in Edwards arms in our meadow. Today had been a marvelous day. Swimming in the river, lying in the meadow, being with Edward, I couldn't have been happier!

"Bella?" Edward's silky voice brought me out of my thoughts.

"Yes?" I smiled.

"What are you thinking, right this very second?" He looked so serious, I had to giggle.

"I was thinking of how much I love you... And how I'd really like you to kiss me right now?" My insecurities made my statement sound like a question, and my cheeks probably had a pink tinge to them.

Edward put on my favorite crooked grin and picked up a flower from the ground to place behind my ear, into my hair.

"Your wish is my command." He smiled and leaned in closer...

My ringing cell phone brought me out of my memory.

Just at the good part, I thought wryly.

My caller ID read "Angela". I flipped open the phone.

"Hello?" I sighed softly.

"Bella honey… How are you?" Angela sounded genuinely concerned.

"I… don't… know. I love him... His face is everywhere, his voice; his… love… is gone… forever…" I was having trouble forming sentences and I knew I couldn't hold back the crying too much longer.

"Oh, Bells, honey, you poor dear… Want me to come over? Or maybe I can call Jake?"

Ah. Jacob. The two of us were able to begin an unlikely friendship after Edward left.

Just thinking Edwards name made me want to cry.

"Angela, I need some girl time. Come over in a few?"

"Of course Bella, I'm getting in the car now!"

I smiled slightly. Bless Angela, the kind soul.

I stood up from my bed and walked over towards my computer desk. I was halfway there when I tripped and fell. Now, I'm generally clumsy. I fall often, and usually am hurt badly when that happens.

"Oomph!" I cried as I fell. "Stupid, clumsy fool." I grumbled.

I picked myself off the floor and looked to see what I had tripped on. I noticed a floorboard was bent upward.

I broke my own floor? GOOD JOB, BELLA.

I bent down to examine the damage when I noticed something under the floor. Upon further examination, I gasped.

There, under my floor were Edward's CD, the plane tickets, and all of my pictures of him.

I raised my hand to my cheek to feel tears beginning to fall.

I curled up into a ball on the floor while my body shook with uncontrollable sobs as I thought about the man who would hold my heart captive forever, never to be released.

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