Title: I Could See Your Past and Future

By: TsuLimz45

Summary: Eijun lost his friends when he was high school. He is 25 now living alone and working. His only family member is his only mother but something happens and she is found dead and Eijun can't take it anymore that he wish he could turn back time and his wish is granted and he is found in the body of his sixteen year old self.

Chapter 1

It was a bright cold day in April, and the clocks were striking twelve. I was lying on the couch in the apartment that I lived alone in. I had just finished watching the television like any cold lonely day. It was my route since I don't like cold days like this.

I then could hear the door to my apartment unlock. I didn't move from my spot as I hear the door open and hear footsteps grow closer as the person entered my apartment. I could hear the sounds of items that was in the bags the person had with her.

"Ei-chan." She spoke up when she saw me lying on the couch.

My mother had come to visit me once again. She was the only family member left after my father died while working at his job which was a police man. I used to go see him all the time when I was a bit younger. I missed my father a lot and I'm sure my mother felt the same way. I remember the time a police man came to our house explaining everything to us. I felt like his lips weren't moving as I could only see things in slow motion but then my mother broke down crying.

The funeral was held and everybody were wearing black for the dead. I didn't like the color since it was a bad color I hated all my life. My mother greeted the people that had come to the funeral. I could hear the people saying how sorry they felt and of course I hated that word as well. I don't know if they were really sorry or just wanted to pity us with words.

My mother wasn't strong as she broke down at the funeral. She couldn't take that her husband had left this world even though she had tried to stay strong for me. She hugged me like there was nothing in the world left. That's right since I'm the only one left and I realize I had to take care of her no matter what.

"Ei-chan." She cried, the tears falling down her cheeks as she still held on me like I was the only thing that matter, she didn't even seem to care of the people around the room as they stared at the scene form before them.

"I thought you were going to be home today." My mother smiled as she headed her way to the kitchen. It was her route to come over and cook whenever she was around. My mother was the cheerful, kind person and everybody loved her including myself.

We sat across each other as we had our meal. My mother seemed a bit strange like something was on her mind. I didn't ask since I didn't think she wanted me to but then she opened her mouth and asked me something.

"Do you remember when you were in high school?" She asked, she had stopped eating and it looked like her chopsticks had stopped midway.

"What about high school?" I answered her normally like I always did.

"Do you remember the time when they disappeared?" Now I understand what my mother was getting at. She was telling me the day that my friends had died. My mother never liked using the word like dead or died since it always brought back painful memoires.

My friends had disappeared in high school. I didn't understand how it happened but it happened. I was just in my first year of high school. I was happy to get in and play my favorite sport and was dream to be the ace someday but my dreams were crushed when one by one my friends disappeared and the police had found them dead.

I choose not to believe it at first thinking this must be some kind of sick joke they were all playing but it wasn't. I cried for days when it happened, I just couldn't understand how any of this could be happening.

"What's wrong?" I asked my mother, it was strange for her to ask something about the past like this. She then shook her head thinking that she shouldn't have asked something like that.

We continued our meal and chatted about how our day went and so on. My mother mention something along the line that she wanted to move to Tokyo and be closer to me. I didn't mind and said it would be a good idea since she is the only one I have left.

XXX

The following day I had to go to work. I worked at a small café down the street from my apartment. My mother said she was going to come over later tonight to make dinner so we can eat together again.

I finished my shift for the day and said goodbye to my boss and co-worker and headed home. But as I got closer to my apartment I noticed something. The view I saw was of flashing red lights that only belonged to the police and I felt a shiver and knew something was wrong. I walked closer and saw the police men were in my apartment,

"What happened!" I yelled, my voice was scared to find out but I needed to know what it was.

"You're Sawamura-kun?" One of the police officer looked at me and he gave me that pity look and I realize what had happened before the police officer could tell me anything. I rushed inside the apartment and there I saw my mother and she was covered in blood. She had been stabbed. I broke down as I fell to my knee. How could this have happened? I didn't want to believe this but there lying on the floor was my only family member and she was dead.

The couples of days I felt useless and didn't want to do anything. I didn't even call my work to say I wasn't coming in. I was still shaken up by what I had saw. The scene of my mother still torment me. I couldn't forget it. First my father and now my mother.

I was feeling like a neet since I hadn't left my apartment for sometime now. I locked myself inside, I didn't want to see anybody and I sure didn't want to talk to those police officers. Just then I heard something fall from one of the shelves.

As I walked around the room looking out I saw a box from when I was still in high school. If I recall it was the box that my friends and I had promised to make a time capsule and I was suppose to bury it but I didn't since that day was the last day that I ever saw my friends and because of it, I was so depressed that I couldn't do it. It was the only thing that was left from my friends from high school.

I opened the box and saw the precious items inside. There were seven items inside. There were a bunch of baseball equipment since we were all in the baseball club even if we were in different grades. I couldn't stop staring at it because it made me miss them so much but I couldn't do anything that time. I couldn't save them. And I couldn't save my mother as well.

In the end I put them away and before I knew it night had come and I was getting sleepy. I felt so useless, I didn't do anything that much for my mother or my friends. I couldn't even save them from whoever that killed them. But I remember it well since I kept looking through reports on the killer.

"If I could go back in time I would give up anything." I mumbled.

XXX

"Oi Sawamura!" I opened my eyes slowly and saw a face of a friend and senpai that I hadn't seen for such a long time that I had tears roll down my cheeks, I couldn't help it because he was in front of me.

"Why the hell are you crying for?" I wiped the tears away as I looked around and saw that I was in the dorm room that I had when I was in high school.

I thought I might be dreaming since I was seeing my senpai but when I pinched my right cheek I felt pain. I got up and went to the mirror I had in my room and found myself staring at myself but there was something wrong since I looked as I did when I was in high school.

"What's going on here?" I didn't understand anything. My body was of a sixteen-year-old male but my mind was of a twenty-five-year-old man. I couldn't get this through my head, at all.

"Something the matter?" My senpai looked confused like I had hit my head onto something so I shook my head to assure the older boy that everything was alright.

"Miyuki-senpai, why are you in my room?" I asked, trying to sound as normal as possible like I did when I was a high school student.

"What are you talking about?" Miyuki sounded and looked annoyed at the same time like I had asked something stupid. "You told me that you had something to tell me."

"I did."

I then realize something that something like this had happened before. As I was thinking the door to my room opened and others that I was close to came in and I felt like crying but stopped myself since I had to act like myself.

"Are you feeling better?" Haruichi asked with a look of worried all over his face. Haruichi looked like a girl among the rest of my friends and gets mistaken for one as well.

"Feeling better?"

That's right if I remember correctly I had fainted for running out too much and that is why I was in bed resting. I was really a hard person back and Miyuki-senpai and Kuramochi-senpai would always yell at me to stop working myself to the butt.

"If I see you do that again I will kill you!" Kuramochi threatened and it didn't look like the guy was joking when he said that, he really meant it.

"It wouldn't be good if you died before you beat me." Furuya's voice was low but just like back then I felt annoyed by his comment.

"Are you hungry Sawamura-chan?" Masuko had brought pudding with him. He was enjoying having one himself as well.

"Don't make us worry like that!" Ryousuke sounded like he was worried but there was another tone the way he said it, meaning that next time he would do something horrible that would make me stop running ever again.

These friends were the ones I had promised about the time capsule. It was strange to see them and right in front of me but why did I come back here back to my high school life. I realize something and that was my life was repeating since I was here I had to do everything to stop from the things from happening again.

"Good thing that you weren't in class today. The sensei was lecturing us but it wasn't anything interesting so you didn't miss much." Haruichi explained to me about the two days I had missed since I had gotten sick for running in the cold. I was lucky for getting a cold since I didn't do well in my classes back then.

"Haruicchi, did we have a practice with Inashiro?" I asked, since I wasn't sure if it was after and before I got sick.

"What are you talking about? We had the match with them three days ago before you got sick." I wasn't sure if my memories were different or not or I just forgot it all but I had to think through everything now if I wanted to save these people. I couldn't make the same mistakes again.

I remember when I was in high school that Narumiya Mei was the first one to disappear and after that they had found him dead. I had to change it and that would be a bit hard for me since I was never close to him in the first place. How to get to close with somebody like Narumiya since he's a bit cocky? Not like I have room to complain since I was a bit like him when I was in high school. I can't believe how I was back then.

There was a time that I had spotted Narumiya practicing baseball all by himself in a park. I found myself watching him but I didn't approach the guy or even talk to him since I didn't feel like I needed to since I wasn't close to him and he looked busy but now I think about maybe I should have talked to him.

"I'm going out for a bit." I told Haruichi which the pink-haired boy looked confused at me.

"Are you sure you should be going? You just got over your cold." Haruichi was panicking like he did back then, now that I think about it Haruichi was always the worrywart of the group.

I rushed out of Haruichi's room and went to my room and grabbed my jacket and headed out. I was glad that Kuramochi-senpai or Masuko-senpai wasn't around since I'm sure they would have stopped me.

As I walked through the street I realize how different things were back then. The building that I work at now isn't here since it wasn't build yet. I walked and walked looking around the place like it was a world that I didn't know of. It felt nice to be back here but also sad at the same time thinking of what would happen.

I then heard a ball slamming to a net. I stopped and turned around and realize I was at the main park and as looked around I saw the person that I had wanted to see. It was Narumiya Mei and he was practicing just like I remember.

"I want to talk to him but what should I say? I want to talk to him but there's nothing that we can talk about beside baseball and approaching him right now might not be a good idea. I had to think it through. As I thought so a voice broke my concreting.

"I thought I told you to be back earlier!" An angry looking Harada Masatoshi entered the scene.

I don't remember Harada-san coming to meet Narumiya. Sometimes was off about my memories and what was happening, things were still the same but different as well.

"Masa-san just a little bit." Narumiya pleaded to the senior.

"Fine." Harada gave in, and instead of watching the senior took out a catcher glove and practice with Harada.

I decided that Narumiya would be safe with the senior around so I decided to go back to the dorm but there was all kind of things in my head that I wasn't so sure of. Was this the same world that I lived in. I wasn't so sure anymore since things were happening a little different then before. Was it good or bad.

When I got back from my dorm I got an earful from Kuramochi-senpai. He was angry that I left the dorm and went on my own when I had just recovered. Either way it looked like my senpai was worried about me. Masuko-senpai was watching some television while eating pudding, no surprise there.

"Sawamura-chan, can I ask you something?" My senpai suddenly asked, he looked serious there for a second but when he had his mouth on the small spoon it disappeared.

"What is it?" I asked.

"Do you like Narumiya Mei?"

"What?!" Now I was surprised that. Why would Masuko-senpai think I like that guy?

"I saw you earlier in town and saw you staring at him the whole time he was practicing."

"Is that so?!" Kuramochi spoke up, like he had found out something really interesting. "That's why your ran off into town just to see him."

"Is that so? I didn't think Sawamura-chan was like that." Masuko said. "If you need help why didn't you come talk to your senpais!" Suddenly Masuko's voice started to get louder that I thought that everybody from upstairs and downstairs would hear.

"Keep your voice down!" I was getting embarrassed about this, I didn't like Narumiya, well not in that way anyway and my senpais were making a whole deal about this.

"Anyway It's not that I like him. I just have him in my mind."

"I can't believe the words that came out of your mouth." Kuramochi felt disgusted that it was about another guy but not like he was judging him. "Alright then I'll set you up so you can talk to that cocky bastard!" Kuramochi laughed that hyena laugh of his.

XXX

The following day I went to the very park that Narumiya would be in and this time he was there waiting for me. Kuramochi said that he would be waiting for me here and here Narumiya was.

"Are you an idiot to see your rival?" Narumiya spoke but there was smirk on his face like he was enjoying this.

"He cut straight to the point."

"Is that how you greet someone?!" I yelled, I didn't realize that I had actually said that one out loud.

"That Kuramochi-senpai…I bet he told him that I had some kind of crush on him or something."

I could already see the image of Kuramochi-senpai as he told Narumiya, I should get that out of my head as I needed to solve this.

"Look here. I was just interest in you since you're amazing pitcher."

"I rather not be saying this to him but I had to become friends with him and stop from him from dying. He's the first one on the list to die and I have to stop it no matter what. I'm not going to be useless like last time."

"You really are an idiot!" Narumiya laughed but then there was a smile appear on his face. "Since you admire me so much that you're even begging me to be your friend then I won't mind being your friend."

I seriously wanted to kill him at this moment. He was very damn cocky, kind of reminded me of Miyuki-senpai. I had to watch all my friends closely so no harm would befall them but it's going to be hard since Narumiya-san goes to a different school but I had to manage."