Innocence

Random.. Fic thingy.. I'm bored. And its been stuck in my head for a while now.. So uhmm.. R&R? I'll possibly continue.

I don't know..

Its.. Badly written, to me anyway. I wanted it darker, but I kinda suck at it.

So uhm.. Yeah.. Whoo..

Disclaimer: Don't own.

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The tall city buildings loomed above me ominously, dark shadows casting over the empty street I was sprawled out on.

Rain slowly fell on top of me, soaking me to what felt the bone. It mattered none though, I deserved to die.

Everything hurt.. My pride had been ripped into so many pieces, I could hardly feel. The darkened sky was lit for only a moment as lightening ripped through, then rain poured harder and harder.

Stinging ran through me as the freezing water mixed with the blood that currently flowed freely through my wounds.

I felt so sick.. So torn and ruined.

But, in truth, I supposed I needed this. To die in this hell hole of a street. The water continuously swept through the cold metal of a gutter that was near me, so melancholy and sad sounding.

Gray was everywhere, whether it be my mind playing tricks on me or for real-- Things just didn't seem to click.

My heart thudded still, adding to the still soft sound of the rain. The pain began dulling.. Perhaps I was dieing.

I hoped I would.. He'd find me if I didn't.

I couldn't let that happen.. I wouldn't.

"Riku!"

My name rang through the darkened street, my eyes slowly maneuvering to spot the figure in which said it.

In truth, I'd known who it was.

I was just lying to myself to make me feel just a little more secure.. Safer, even.

The rough sound of desperate footsteps now echoed through the long street, heavy breathing in rhythm with the noise.

I knew he was going to come.

I needed to go now..

Moving up slowly, my ribs began scraping against the soft flesh of my lungs. I bit my tongue quickly to silence myself, and tried to crawl somewhere else.

Anywhere else would do.. As long as I was away from him.

In all honesty, once more I wished for a quick death.

"Riku.." Came the voice, quieter and sadder this time.

No…

My ears rang now, my head feeling as if two cinderblocks were going to crush it.

Get away, get.. GET.

"Ri.. Riku.." The voice stuttered, and now the silent padding of footsteps came towards me.

A hand then gently touched my shoulder.

I forcefully closed my eyes, knowing it was him.

He was never supposed to..

Two hands wrapped around my neck, bringing me close to his body. Warmth radiated off of him, much needed by me.

"Riku.." The voice said, more pitiful now.

It was all my fault..

I found myself trying to speak, and then quickly blacking out into nothing.

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