Man its been awhile you guys. I can't believe how long its been since I even decided to sit down and write let alone write this story. This story is so personal and raw that I really hope you guys like it. In some ways it will tell you where I've been for so long. In other ways it will show you guys a side of me that you didn't even know existed.
Right about the story. Here we meet Bella a troubled college student telling us her story. This is all playing out in her mind for the beginning and the descriptions of the characters won't come until we've fallen down the rabbit hole.
Now about this story it is about sex and drugs for the beginning. Then we get to a place that isn't anywhere near as bad. We end up finding love. Yeah I know crazy right. From a black hole to hope.
Now this story is personal to me like I've said above yet there is one thing I need to say some of this is going to be different from what actually happened and some of it is completely real. At the end of each chapter I will let you know if it is basically real or a fragment of my imagination.
Disclaimer: I do not own the characters from the series however this story is mine and the descriptions and any tattoos mentioned I came up with.
Chapter 1: The Beginning of The End
We begin by meeting a guy at a local bar the week before Halloween. He's cute and sweet… So I believe at first.
We are sitting and talking in the back of the bar. We talk about everything and anything. He finally gets around to asking me about my tattoos. I have 2 visible yet I have four in total but I want more hell I think I want a sleeve. I want so many more. He sees the arrow on my wrist and asks me about why I have that considering it is a pretty basic white girl tattoo. Yet mine has meaning. You see my grandfather was always called a straight arrow and well when he passed away I decided it was the best representation of him. Yeah so its on my wrist and I wear it proudly. Hell I wear all of my tattoos proudly. I love them all.
James has no tattoos I learn. He just wants them although he did tell me about a time where he almost got one as a joke with his friend.
They wanted it to say Ride or Die. Great choice.
To me tattoos are not jokes they are chapters in my life story. Now in some cases people might think that they are just fandom tattoos but in my case they aren't.
So lets go through them. My very first tattoo says "I'm never changing who I am" this one means that no matter what people say or do to you keep true to yourself. Now that might be hard at times but its the way I believe that I should live. It's also from my favourite Imagine Dragons song It's Time. I got it mainly to piss my mother off. It worked on the up side. On the down side I don't really talk to her anymore. Well I mean I'm okay with that since I am a total daddy's girl.
Second was my tattoo on my ribs saying dreams do come true. This is my ode to Disney I love disney the magic and wishes that can happen are incredible. Also it reminds me that one day I can get to what I really want in life. Once I figure that one out. I'm not quite there yet. I'm working on it but honestly I haven't reached my goal.
Third is the one I have on my back. Its the symbol of the Deathly Hallows from Harry Potter. Yep here is the fandom tattoo. Now this one represents what I love about Harry Potter. The triangle being the invisibility cloak. This to me means that in some cases you might not see me there but I there is always a chance that I am watching, caring, and loving. You just might not know it. Next the resurrection stone always letting you know that those you love whom might not be in this world anymore are still there with you. Finally the Elder Wand. This to me means great power. I know no long explanation just great power.
And well you've already heard about the last one and it's meaning so lets go back to this story.
I gave James a run down version of this story and well he wasn't exactly pleased after that considering I basically shut him down for his funny drunken story of how he thought it would be funny to get a tattoo wasted. Yet we move past that and start making out. Yeah everything leads to a make out session and a hand slowly rising up my shirt.
Man this is predictable. I'm completely into it though. I want him. Well I think I do.
I won't sleep with him though. That I'm sure of. I don't wanna be known as a slut. Another notch in his bed post is not who I want to be.
I want to be in control.
Yet that doesn't stop my roommate Tanya and I from inviting him to the after party for when the bar closes. I mean we all wanna party still, and we have an empty house thats just waiting for us to have a little fun.
We play drinking games Kings Cup and beer pong, make out on the couch, have an annoying drunk girl bother us because she really needs more attention, before I finally take him up to my room. Yeah my room. I probably shouldn't have done that with a whole party happening downstairs.
We don't have sex or anything at this point. We fool around me with my shirt ending up somewhere in my room before I say no to going any further and then we eventually begin to fall asleep.
That is until someone decides to knock on my bedroom door till we both wake up. As it turns out the girl who was drunk and bothering us decided to puke all over the upstairs. Starting in my roommates room, where we had put her to bed and ending in our bathroom. Side note she somehow got soaking wet yet no one heard the shower running.
How does this even happen.
Annoyed we eventually get her back into bed, and she actually falls asleep with a puke bucket beside her and a glass of water on the night stand.
Man was Katie drunk as hell. I mean coming from the girl who says I can hold my booze all night I expected a little more. Yet she did only drink whisky so that might be her problem, but she did say that was all she drank. I don't even know anymore.
Needless to say I'm not doing that one again. No thank you to the whole babysitter thing. I don't expect people to do that for me so why should I do that for her? Shit that was shallow. I mean she was really drunk but man sometimes you just need to know your limit. I did. I stopped drinking when I hit my wall.
Before going back up to bed James and I go outside to smoke one last cigarette and while doing this I somehow end up against the side of the house with my shirt basically off. Yeah classy I know. This is where James really gets to see whats happening under my shirt. I mean he felt my boobs before but now he gets to actually see in some light that I have both of my nipples pierced. Yep I do and I am so happy I have them.
Getting them done was painful as hell for about a day then it was totally worth it for every day after that. I mean you are always ready to go with them and honestly any time a guy plays with them it is heaven! I love them so much.
Right enough about how much I love my piercings. Back to being pushed up against the house. With my shirt basically off and my legs wrapped around his waist he brings me back inside where thankfully everyone has crashed. Making life that much easier for the rest of us. We go back to my room where we fool around some more.
James gives me the look as if to say are you sure?
I nod at him and he starts taking everything off. First my shirt fully then my bra that is now completely around my waist and finally my pants.
Where he finds I was only wearing pants. I guess bailing on laundry was worth it considering the look in his eyes. I finally get my chance to work on him sufficiently stripping him as fast as I can before I change my mind.
I grab a condom from the bedside table and he plunges right into me.
Man does it feel good. It had been so long and honestly I needed a good fuck. I mean this is basically going to be a one night stand. Or that is my plan.
A week later we hang out again and he brings one of his friends to the house. Now this is where it all gets interesting.
"Hey James how are you?" I open the door to see both James and Laurent standing there one with a bottle of wine and the other with some tequila.
"We are here to get this party going Bell!" James hugs me and walks past right into the kitchen. They make them selves at home cutting up limes and pouring some tequila into glasses.
We all do shot after shot. Just having fun and messing around we decide hey lets carve a pumpkin. Yeah that was a great idea. That is until the mom of the house comes home. Mrs. Denali comes home. She freaks on us and the boys leave. Naturally we get really pissed off and follow them. They end up at the local bar Howl. Its a total dive yet everyone in our area goes there. It's a fun place to be most nights but tonight on a thursday its a total bust. Yet it doesn't stop us from sitting and drinking.
That is until James and Laurent decide to bail on us. Well bail isn't the right word. They leave without saying a word. We call them, no answer. My roommate Tanya calls, no answer. Great so we decide to go against Tanya's mother and what we were supposed to do only to be ditched in the worst way. They don't give us a warning saying hey we are going to do blah blah blah.
Okay chapter 1 is over everyone.
And if you must know this one actually happened. I know gross right some girl threw up all over the house. She wasn't really a friend though more of an annoying tag along.
Yeah I know that is probably really mean to say but if you had met this girl you would get it. I mean shine a flashlight between her ears and you can see to the other side.
I could not handle her then and I can't now.
Anyways hope you guys enjoyed a teaser into what is about to come. The next chapter is going to be a little different less in the mind of Bella and more dialogue.
However that is all for now hope you guys remember me and will leave a little review
It would mean the world to me if you did.