Hey all! Anika here, delivering you the newest fic idea straight from my head. (frightening, isn't it?) Now, I'm not sure how you people are going to like this, but I just HAD to write this fic. Its based on an idea I got from the song, "Jamie's Secret." I don't remember who it's by, but it was very beautiful, and I recommened listening to it. Its a very sad and deppressing song, and I thought it was amazing. Well, enough of my rambling, I'll let you read the fic!

Title:Relena's Secret

Author:Anika

Disclaimers: IF I owned Gundam Wing, would I write fanfiction about it? That's what I thought...

Warnings: Umm...Kleenex alert? Dark plot line, very depressing. A very different fic for me.

Well, onto the fic!


Relena's Secret (Introducton)


Heero sat in the small, dingy cafe, sipping on a cup of strong black coffe, listening to Duo's inccessant chattering. Actually, he had missed the non-stop, one-sided conversations he used to had with the American pilot, but ever since the war had ended seven years ago, he never got to see his friend. But he would be damned before he ever told the "Braided Baka" that.

He peered over the rim of his mug and tried to tune out the story that Duo was telling his fiance, Hilde. "...And then, he just popped it back into place! It was the GORSSEST thing I had EVER seen!" Hilde tried to stifle a giggle, but failed and started laughing hyserically, even though it wasn't really that funny. Duo had been recounting one of his famous "Heero Stories", and had Hilde hanging on every word he said.

"How does he stand it?" Heero mused mentally, "To have someone to obsessed with what he's saying? To have someone so attached to you? To have..."

"Oi, Heero!" The rambunctious American interupted his train of thought, "So, what's up with you latley? Find a woman yet?"

Hilde smacked her fiance in the head for his tactlessness, and as a result they both missed the pain that flashed ever so breifly in Heero's eyes.

"No," he answered, slightly uncomforatable with the turn the conversation had been heading.

"That's ok," Duo stated, "You can borrow Hilde, if you want!"

He got a death glare from both acrossed the table and beside him, and Hilde promptly started smaking him around playfully.

"So, now you're wanting to share me, huh?" she gleefully yelled, "What are you, my pimp?"

"No! No! MERCY!!!!" he yelled as she began to tickle him feircly in his sides. Heero rolled his eyes and covered his face with his hand, as if saying, "I don't know these people."

As the quarrling couple got louder and more rambuncious, Heero's cell phone rang. Ignoring his friends, he quickly answered it, hoping for an excuse to leave.

"Yui...yes?...uh huh....I see....understood, I'll inform them." He snapped his phone shut, and Duo chose that moment to glance over at his friend, who had become extremly pale. Halting his attack on Hilde in mid-tickle, he asked,

"Hey, Heero? What's wrong? What happened?"

Heero met Duo's eyes and for a moment, the American saw the glimmer of unshed tears that were never to fall. Of hurt and betrayl. his eyes showed pain, and Duo beckoned him to share with them.

"What's wrong, buddy?"

Heero took a deep breath and answered him, in a voice no louder than a whisper.

"Relena Peacecraft has died."






*So, do you think I should continue this? I know, very depressing, but I want to assure you that this fic has no a) new charecter to replace Relena b) Heero doesn't hook up with another girl...or guy for that matter c) no author self-insertion. THis fic will explore how Relena's death takes its toll not only on Heero, but the entire World and colonies. So, feedback, peeps! To continue, or not continue...that is the question!