Summary: Buffy's last thoughts before her death in season 5.

Disclaimer: All hail Joss Whedon!

Rating: T just to be safe

This is my very first fanfic, so please review and give your thoughts! :)


Just moments too late

The ritual had already begun

Hell was bleeding into earth

Standing on the tower above earth,

I just wanted to protect Dawn

She knew her death would end it

Close the gates of hell

She tried to jump to her death

and I could not let her

I had to protect Dawnie

I looked at the total chaos

This living hell on earth

And among the clouds, I see it

A little piece of Heaven

Shining through the darkness

And I remember everything

I know how to protect Dawnie

She is a part of me,

Same family, same blood

My blood could stop this hell

Death is my gift, my sacrifice

My way to protect Dawn

I look back at Dawn

And she knows what I must do

Not only is this the duty of the slayer,

But of the older sister, the protector

I say goodbye to my gift, my Dawn

I see her pain and her tears

But I promised to protect her

I give her one last kiss on the cheek

And one last smile before I turn away

I run to the edge of the tower

And I jump to my death, my gift

To protect my little Dawn

The pain is agonizing

I scream to no one

But my last thought

Before my death, before my peace

Is Dawn, who I love more than life