Disclaimer: I don't own Hey Arnold and I never will
Rating: PG-13
Notes/Warnings: This prologue might contain lots of angst, but I try to fit some some comedy and romance but for some reason when, I write about Helga, all the pain of her life gets in as well.
Tash: Well I'm starting a new fic
Chibi-Helga: It's about time
Tash: Oh shut up, I been writing other fics in the meantime.
Chibi-Helga: They were all bad, just stick to Hey Arnold
Tash: *growls* Fine, let's let this fic over with.
Prologue: Summer
My Heartfelt Secret
I finally told you my blue-eyes angel, the way I felt and it was everything I dreamed it would be. But why do I still feel empty? Why I'm I still alone? For I finally confessed my deepest secret to your face and got to kiss your sweet soft lips. In the end, you were convinced once again that I still hated you but I don't. It's been awhile since our dear neighborhood has been saved and my shrine been destroyed. Not too long, only a couple of weeks and summer is here. I'm only ten years old and hopelessly in love with football-headed boy who might still love a redhead perfect girl with freckles and pigtails instead of me. I wish he could see the true me, although he knows I'm not as cruel as I pretend. When will he smile with me, his emerald eyes lit with love? When will he hold me tight and wipe away my tears, and take away my fears which seems to only come out at night, when I'm alone. Once again my sister Olga has visited, leaving the rest of family on her beck and call. While I'm struck here alone while, everyone else is having the time of their lives, enjoying their summer. Crimney! I'm more depressed than I thought. Even my bestfriend Phoebe has left me, to visit her relatives in Japan. Of course, she invited me to come along but Bob, wouldn't help in paying for the ticket so I ended up not going. I lied to my bestfriend, telling her to go on without me and enjoy herself. I embraced her right before, she got on that plane. I put down my mask of toughness for a minute to show my friend, I cared. Don't get me wrong, I'm stronger than I look but every person has their weakness. Mine is a football-headed boy with caring eyes that resemble emeralds. Oh my sweet Arnold, when will you show me love and compassion? When will things go my way for once?
-Helga
P.S: noticed no more poems, I matured a lot over the next six weeks after the neighborhood incident, now I basically spend my time in my room, writing down my troubles and pain. And of course, hiding from my sister and her fake compassion, maybe she does care but for now I can't take the chance of myself being hurt worst than Iam now.
"Baby-sis, where are you?" A familiar soft voice echoed throughout the house. Helga sighed as she closed her new pink notebook. *Instead of using diaries with with keys that stuck out, Helga used pink notebooks, which were customary made for since, she knew the person who made them. The creator's name was Cathy and next to Phoebe, she was Helga's closest friend. Since Helga's parents ignored her a lot, she'll spent most of the summer writing in her journal and running off to Cathy's house when she got away from her sister, but since Cathy had to leave to England, to help her family. She left a few pink notebooks for Helga to write in and her phone number where she could be reached in case, Helga needed her. Helga didn't use the number though, she didn't want to worry Cathy or Phoebe for Phoebe did the same thing, they even left Helga tons of phonecards to use to call them.*
The door to Helga's room opened and a tall curly blond head woman poked her head in. Her blue eyes scanned the room and lit up when she found her sister. *Note: Helga loves her sister and she shows her sister compassion without anyone esle around, I mean she met Cathy due to her sister. Long story, I'll problemly write a fic about it later if anyone interested that is.* "Oh Hi Olga, you found me." Mumbled Helga sadly, she didn't want to spend a day with her sister, she wanted to write in her journal. Olga noticed her sister's sadness and smiled. "Come on Baby-sis, I know what will cheer you up. We can go shopping and then we're go to the movies, what do you say? It be fun and I'm sure a blue dress will bring out your eyes more than pink. Guys wouldn't be able to keep their eyes off of you. *winks*" Suggested Olga as she smiled brightly at her sister. Helga sighed than muttered a tired yes and off they went. *Note: Helga's parents are gone on some business trip, so they won't be mentioned throughout this entire fic, and Olga has a car in this fanfic, so they'll be driving to the mall and the movies.*
Olga practically dragged her sister over to her red sports car, finally getting Helga into the car and safely buckled in, she drove off. They arrived at the mall first, at around noon. As usual, the mall was pretty crowded but not much as it would be if it was another season. *Note: I figured the mall wouldn't be crowded, cause teens and kids will provoke their parents and they'll have to go on vacation to celebrate that there be no school and no work for awhile so, I figured the mall wouldn't be too crowded* As they entered the mall, Olga took Helga by the hand and pushed her into one of the clothes store. "I'll find something nice for you. If you find anything nice, just call me okay?" murmered Olga as she ran into another section of the store, throwing differnt clothes in a cart she managed to get. Helga sighed and settled herself on one of the benches in the store, her sapphire eyes first darted around the room following Olga's every move but then she got bored and her attention was averted to some boys laughing.
Helga turned around and she froze on spot, there in middle of his group of friend stood the object of her desire. His emerald eyes sparkled with laughter and his sky blue hat stood out in the crowd. It looked like he was laughing at something that Gerald had said. Helga's bright sapphire eyes followed Arnold as he walked with Gerald, Stinky, Sid, and Harold into an arcade. Helga let out the breath, she never knew she was holding. She felt so relieved that Arnold didn't head into the direction of the store she was in and spotted her, she'll never live it down. Helga sighed once again and hid in one of the corners of the store to pull out her heart-shaped locket and whispered a recited her feelings once again,"My dear sweet love, how I wish you noticed me and invited me on your trips to the mall. So innocent, happy and free. Oh how I wish I could be you and show my true emotions the way you do so carelessly." Helga pulled the locket to her chest as she realized someone was breathing heavily behind her. Her fist rose and hit Brainy square in the face, it was an automatic reaction when Brainy stood behind her confessions. *She couldn't stop it even, if she wanted too.* Helga put the locket back in her shirt and walked out of the corner, to be greeted with a beaming Olga.
"I found a perfect outfit for you, a nail polish to match, shoes as well, and I could do your hair. You'll look perfect for your friend's welcome back/birthday party." exclaimed Olga excitedly. Helga was plain confused, welcome back/ birthday party. What the hell was Olga talking about? "Crimney! Olga slow down, what party?" Asked Helga, not exactly really wanting to know. Olga smiled at her again and answered. "The welcome back party for Phoebe of course and the birthday party for Arnold. It's be happening in two weeks. Your little friend Rhonda came by, while you were up in room and told me all about it. I wanted to help you get ready of course. I got your outfit and hairstyle. Now all we need are the presents." Helga was speechless, Phoebe was coming back home soon and Arnold's birthday was coming up. How could she forget that? Phoebe was coming back next week, she knew that but Arnold birthday was in two weeks was complete mystery to Helga, her mind was always on him and she practically missed his own birthday party. "Oh yes and your little friend Rhonda said it's a surprise party so don't say anything to them, they don't know about it and she said that Arnold's birthday really isn't till the week after but he'll be gone then on some trip with with the boarders and his family." explained Olga as she grabbed Helga's hand and a the shopping bag in the other and walked off.
Helga let Olga drag her off, but her mind was racing, she just knew that is was going to be a long two weeks and something special was going to happen. Olga dragged her into another store and her mind stopped racing, it was filled with shock at what her eyes saw.
-End of Prologue
Tash: I know I left it in some kind of cliffhanger, I continue it later if people like it with the next chapter.
Chibi Helga: Your really cruel, you know that
Tash: Yep but it happens when you finally get inspiration after such a long time. Finally my muse your giving me ideas.
Chibi Helga: *staring at the picture of Arnold with hearts in her eyes*
Tash: *sweatdrop* Um, this might take awhile maybe the idea came from someone esle.
Rating: PG-13
Notes/Warnings: This prologue might contain lots of angst, but I try to fit some some comedy and romance but for some reason when, I write about Helga, all the pain of her life gets in as well.
Tash: Well I'm starting a new fic
Chibi-Helga: It's about time
Tash: Oh shut up, I been writing other fics in the meantime.
Chibi-Helga: They were all bad, just stick to Hey Arnold
Tash: *growls* Fine, let's let this fic over with.
Prologue: Summer
My Heartfelt Secret
I finally told you my blue-eyes angel, the way I felt and it was everything I dreamed it would be. But why do I still feel empty? Why I'm I still alone? For I finally confessed my deepest secret to your face and got to kiss your sweet soft lips. In the end, you were convinced once again that I still hated you but I don't. It's been awhile since our dear neighborhood has been saved and my shrine been destroyed. Not too long, only a couple of weeks and summer is here. I'm only ten years old and hopelessly in love with football-headed boy who might still love a redhead perfect girl with freckles and pigtails instead of me. I wish he could see the true me, although he knows I'm not as cruel as I pretend. When will he smile with me, his emerald eyes lit with love? When will he hold me tight and wipe away my tears, and take away my fears which seems to only come out at night, when I'm alone. Once again my sister Olga has visited, leaving the rest of family on her beck and call. While I'm struck here alone while, everyone else is having the time of their lives, enjoying their summer. Crimney! I'm more depressed than I thought. Even my bestfriend Phoebe has left me, to visit her relatives in Japan. Of course, she invited me to come along but Bob, wouldn't help in paying for the ticket so I ended up not going. I lied to my bestfriend, telling her to go on without me and enjoy herself. I embraced her right before, she got on that plane. I put down my mask of toughness for a minute to show my friend, I cared. Don't get me wrong, I'm stronger than I look but every person has their weakness. Mine is a football-headed boy with caring eyes that resemble emeralds. Oh my sweet Arnold, when will you show me love and compassion? When will things go my way for once?
-Helga
P.S: noticed no more poems, I matured a lot over the next six weeks after the neighborhood incident, now I basically spend my time in my room, writing down my troubles and pain. And of course, hiding from my sister and her fake compassion, maybe she does care but for now I can't take the chance of myself being hurt worst than Iam now.
"Baby-sis, where are you?" A familiar soft voice echoed throughout the house. Helga sighed as she closed her new pink notebook. *Instead of using diaries with with keys that stuck out, Helga used pink notebooks, which were customary made for since, she knew the person who made them. The creator's name was Cathy and next to Phoebe, she was Helga's closest friend. Since Helga's parents ignored her a lot, she'll spent most of the summer writing in her journal and running off to Cathy's house when she got away from her sister, but since Cathy had to leave to England, to help her family. She left a few pink notebooks for Helga to write in and her phone number where she could be reached in case, Helga needed her. Helga didn't use the number though, she didn't want to worry Cathy or Phoebe for Phoebe did the same thing, they even left Helga tons of phonecards to use to call them.*
The door to Helga's room opened and a tall curly blond head woman poked her head in. Her blue eyes scanned the room and lit up when she found her sister. *Note: Helga loves her sister and she shows her sister compassion without anyone esle around, I mean she met Cathy due to her sister. Long story, I'll problemly write a fic about it later if anyone interested that is.* "Oh Hi Olga, you found me." Mumbled Helga sadly, she didn't want to spend a day with her sister, she wanted to write in her journal. Olga noticed her sister's sadness and smiled. "Come on Baby-sis, I know what will cheer you up. We can go shopping and then we're go to the movies, what do you say? It be fun and I'm sure a blue dress will bring out your eyes more than pink. Guys wouldn't be able to keep their eyes off of you. *winks*" Suggested Olga as she smiled brightly at her sister. Helga sighed than muttered a tired yes and off they went. *Note: Helga's parents are gone on some business trip, so they won't be mentioned throughout this entire fic, and Olga has a car in this fanfic, so they'll be driving to the mall and the movies.*
Olga practically dragged her sister over to her red sports car, finally getting Helga into the car and safely buckled in, she drove off. They arrived at the mall first, at around noon. As usual, the mall was pretty crowded but not much as it would be if it was another season. *Note: I figured the mall wouldn't be crowded, cause teens and kids will provoke their parents and they'll have to go on vacation to celebrate that there be no school and no work for awhile so, I figured the mall wouldn't be too crowded* As they entered the mall, Olga took Helga by the hand and pushed her into one of the clothes store. "I'll find something nice for you. If you find anything nice, just call me okay?" murmered Olga as she ran into another section of the store, throwing differnt clothes in a cart she managed to get. Helga sighed and settled herself on one of the benches in the store, her sapphire eyes first darted around the room following Olga's every move but then she got bored and her attention was averted to some boys laughing.
Helga turned around and she froze on spot, there in middle of his group of friend stood the object of her desire. His emerald eyes sparkled with laughter and his sky blue hat stood out in the crowd. It looked like he was laughing at something that Gerald had said. Helga's bright sapphire eyes followed Arnold as he walked with Gerald, Stinky, Sid, and Harold into an arcade. Helga let out the breath, she never knew she was holding. She felt so relieved that Arnold didn't head into the direction of the store she was in and spotted her, she'll never live it down. Helga sighed once again and hid in one of the corners of the store to pull out her heart-shaped locket and whispered a recited her feelings once again,"My dear sweet love, how I wish you noticed me and invited me on your trips to the mall. So innocent, happy and free. Oh how I wish I could be you and show my true emotions the way you do so carelessly." Helga pulled the locket to her chest as she realized someone was breathing heavily behind her. Her fist rose and hit Brainy square in the face, it was an automatic reaction when Brainy stood behind her confessions. *She couldn't stop it even, if she wanted too.* Helga put the locket back in her shirt and walked out of the corner, to be greeted with a beaming Olga.
"I found a perfect outfit for you, a nail polish to match, shoes as well, and I could do your hair. You'll look perfect for your friend's welcome back/birthday party." exclaimed Olga excitedly. Helga was plain confused, welcome back/ birthday party. What the hell was Olga talking about? "Crimney! Olga slow down, what party?" Asked Helga, not exactly really wanting to know. Olga smiled at her again and answered. "The welcome back party for Phoebe of course and the birthday party for Arnold. It's be happening in two weeks. Your little friend Rhonda came by, while you were up in room and told me all about it. I wanted to help you get ready of course. I got your outfit and hairstyle. Now all we need are the presents." Helga was speechless, Phoebe was coming back home soon and Arnold's birthday was coming up. How could she forget that? Phoebe was coming back next week, she knew that but Arnold birthday was in two weeks was complete mystery to Helga, her mind was always on him and she practically missed his own birthday party. "Oh yes and your little friend Rhonda said it's a surprise party so don't say anything to them, they don't know about it and she said that Arnold's birthday really isn't till the week after but he'll be gone then on some trip with with the boarders and his family." explained Olga as she grabbed Helga's hand and a the shopping bag in the other and walked off.
Helga let Olga drag her off, but her mind was racing, she just knew that is was going to be a long two weeks and something special was going to happen. Olga dragged her into another store and her mind stopped racing, it was filled with shock at what her eyes saw.
-End of Prologue
Tash: I know I left it in some kind of cliffhanger, I continue it later if people like it with the next chapter.
Chibi Helga: Your really cruel, you know that
Tash: Yep but it happens when you finally get inspiration after such a long time. Finally my muse your giving me ideas.
Chibi Helga: *staring at the picture of Arnold with hearts in her eyes*
Tash: *sweatdrop* Um, this might take awhile maybe the idea came from someone esle.