Disclaimer: I do not own any characters or anything involving Smallville
This chapter is based on the song Someone's Watching Over Me by Hilary Duff
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I
found myself today,
oh i found myself and ran away,
It hadn't been long since Jonathan died and Martha and Clark were still taking it pretty hard. In fact everyone who knew the Kents were taking it hard. So when Lois hadn't been showing any feelings whatsoever, others wondered what was wrong, since she did live with them for a year.
Lois heard what people were saying about her but she didn't care. Of course she was upset about Jonathan's death, but she wasn't showing her feelings to everyone else. But when she went back to her apartment in the Talon, well that's when the tears would start to come. Jonathan meant more to her than anyone knew and the only place she could find herself crying over his death was when she was alone.
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Jonathan was more than just a friend to Lois, she loved him more than anything. So when she saw Martha not supporting him like a wife should during the campaign, she was the first to comfort him. At first Lois was embarrassed that she even did that in the first place, she didn't want to lose the trust she had with him.
What Lois didn't know was that Jonathan was getting fed up with how Martha had been not supporting him as well and when Lois came to him that night, he saw no reason why he should stop.
Lois sat in her room thinking about that night, and just how much in love she was with Jonathan. Now Lois regretted that it took her this long to show her true feelings and as she remembered that more and more tears fell.
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A/N: Please review if you want more chapters. The next chapter is going to be
based on the song The Sacrament by the him. If anyone has any ideas of what should happen in the next chapter…please let me know. The more reviews I get, the quicker they'll be a new chapter. Thanks….