9:00 am.

Another ordinary day. At least for me. Oh man, I was so glad today's a not-working Saturday. Don't get me wrong I love what I do but sometimes I'm just too tired and feeling like: "oh, is it worth?"

After breakfast, I got bored and decided go online. But after five minutes , I wondered if it was the right thing to do. Again, don't get me wrong, I love my fans. So much. And I love reading they support to me on twitter and all, but some of them keep insisting on the ideia of me and Jennette as a couple. They call us "Jathan". Have I ever tought I was in love with her? Yes. I'b be a fool if I say no. Who wouldn't? She's amazing, pretty, funny, smart… But she's my best-friend. That's all. Besides, I have a girlfriend. And I… you know, kinda like her. She makes me feel… Not alone.

I turned off my computer abruptly, wondering why the hell I was so concerned about it today.

I spent all afternoon working out. And I was surprised when Jennette called asking me out. Well, Madi and me, of course. And she was going with Carl. I accepted the invite, happier than I should. It was probably because I was going to see Madi, who I didn't see in weeks, 'cause she was traveling.

At 8 o'clock, I was ready but feeling anxious and kinda angry at the same time. Angry because I wasn't able to find something cool to wear and anxious… well, I didn't even know why. In the end, I was more like Freddie Benson than the real Nathan.

Whatever. I was late, After catching Madi, we went to the restaurant and met with Jennette and Carl in a reserved place. She was beautiful as always, and in that moment I felt I was home.

"But what the hell am I thinking?"

The dinner itself was pleasant, but my angry just got stronger (don't even ask me why).

Perhaps by the fact that I do not receive either a minimum attention from Jennette. After all, it was she who invited us, right? And now she was there, handing out smiles for Carl.
When I realized, I was already talking.
"So we have to rehearse the lines of the next episode, rememberJennette?"
" I thought we would not do. Since the other time you rehearsed with Madi."
I realized that Madi was troubled by my side. She said:

"Yeah,Nathan, I have no problem in helping you again."
Still looking for Jennette, I said:
"Remember that it is a scene between our characters ? I'm having trouble with some things; I thought you could help me better."

Even though I know it would cost me an argument with Madi, I continued:

"So…?"

"I see no problem in rehearse the lines with you. Tomorrow night is good for you?"

What the hell was wrong with me? My stomach looked like it would explode. I whisper a "sure, I'll call you", and took Madi and ran to the car.

As expected, Madi yelled at me all the way back. But all I could think of was that scene that I would rehearse tomorrow withJennette. That scene I had read more than a billion times. That scene that surely would be very embarrassed.