Love's Needs
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Summary: Just Spike's thoughts.....
Love. it's all I have ever given her.Well, not all, but still it's enough...Love from the depths of my unbeating heart. I would give anything for her..Hell. I got a bleeding soul for her..and what do I get?.........I get The First playing tricks with my brain..
She loves me.. I know.. "One day she'll tell you". now who said that? Oh right. That little blonde bird..what a shame...but she does love me..even though she doesn't say it, I know..
Maybe I should leave.. what does she need me for anyway? I get in her way...oh, but I love to see her fight. all that blonde hair swinging.. Bright as the sun it is...I could get lost in that hair and not care if it burns me...
And she comes now.towards me with that little smile of hers.oh yeah. she loves me..She needs me, she says...and so I go to her beckon call and pull her into my arms..It's kisses and sighs and moans from her.. And in all those sounds, I hear her say it...
I lay awake watching her sleep..No troubles for my Slayer tonight.. Nothing but peaceful dreams of what she wants to be..I pretend I can walk into her dreams and make all of her wishes come true. make me the man she wants me to be..
And so I stay...waiting until she needs me...like I need her...
And maybe someday...
Someday she will tell me...
I'm sleeping and I dream. I dream of piercing blue eyes and kisses as soft as rose petals...I dream of laying in his arms with me head on his chest...I dream I hear his heart beat and my head rises and falls with each breath he takes...
I dream of the love I've had and the love I have...I dream of happiness, agony, violence, grief, blood, sex, tears, but mostly I dream of him..My love.....
I'm awake now and my love is smiling down at me..I stroke his cheek and smile back...he knows someday I will tell him..and someday I will..but for now let me have my dreams and my reality..
Feedback: Please tell me. I will love ya forever : )
Summary: Just Spike's thoughts.....
Love. it's all I have ever given her.Well, not all, but still it's enough...Love from the depths of my unbeating heart. I would give anything for her..Hell. I got a bleeding soul for her..and what do I get?.........I get The First playing tricks with my brain..
She loves me.. I know.. "One day she'll tell you". now who said that? Oh right. That little blonde bird..what a shame...but she does love me..even though she doesn't say it, I know..
Maybe I should leave.. what does she need me for anyway? I get in her way...oh, but I love to see her fight. all that blonde hair swinging.. Bright as the sun it is...I could get lost in that hair and not care if it burns me...
And she comes now.towards me with that little smile of hers.oh yeah. she loves me..She needs me, she says...and so I go to her beckon call and pull her into my arms..It's kisses and sighs and moans from her.. And in all those sounds, I hear her say it...
I lay awake watching her sleep..No troubles for my Slayer tonight.. Nothing but peaceful dreams of what she wants to be..I pretend I can walk into her dreams and make all of her wishes come true. make me the man she wants me to be..
And so I stay...waiting until she needs me...like I need her...
And maybe someday...
Someday she will tell me...
I'm sleeping and I dream. I dream of piercing blue eyes and kisses as soft as rose petals...I dream of laying in his arms with me head on his chest...I dream I hear his heart beat and my head rises and falls with each breath he takes...
I dream of the love I've had and the love I have...I dream of happiness, agony, violence, grief, blood, sex, tears, but mostly I dream of him..My love.....
I'm awake now and my love is smiling down at me..I stroke his cheek and smile back...he knows someday I will tell him..and someday I will..but for now let me have my dreams and my reality..