Allie was at a loss, first of all she had no idea how she got so lucky to get a chance with "The Chosen One", but then to continue dating, it's completely surreal. In the month, well very nearly, that they had been together, he had spoiled her relentlessly with perfect dates and lots of cuddling. While spending her weekends with him, she realized on her second weekend that she was falling hard, in fact if she weren't so timid about saying the words she would've told him she loved him. The real problem is it would have been the truth. Now on the 29th day of dating she has come to an impasse, sex has been perfect, more than that actually, but it always seems to be all about Allie. She really wants to do something just for him and she knows exactly what she wants to do, but feels unable to voice it, kind of like her feelings. Allie isn't a shy girl, but is terrified of messing everything up when it all seems so perfect. Trying to figure out a way to tell guy you want to blow them shouldn't be so hard, it seems to be something commonplace that guys find hard to resist. Allie's submissive nature when it comes to sex, makes it impossible to take control and just do it, and her hints fail miserably. Her desire seems unnatural even to her, she doesn't have much experience with the act, and never really wanted to before, but her desire to reciprocate and allow him to feel even some of what he has made her feel is strong. The struggle is she knows its too soon for all of this, its too soon to be in love, or to push things too far.