A/N: I hope you like it!

Declaimer: Gonna say this once i don't own anything from Hetalia

Sunflower's and Song boards and Switches : Do You Wanna Die?

I cannot breath…I don't want to breath…everything seems so distant and slow.

Why did this happen, what did he do wrong? Was he too clingy or did he not show enough affection? Did he call them too much or not enough at all? What had he done, What had he done!? The question replay's, but no answer came.

I did'nt do anything wrong right?

I told them everyday I loved them, I answered all their calls and if I missed one I would call them back, when they were sick I bring them school work and take care of them until they got better, I always remembered their birthday, anniversaries, even day's when we did special things, so why…why did they break up with me.

I didn't see it coming…

It wasn't the fact they broke up with me, it wasn't they fact they broke my heart, it wasn't the fact all those words of love turned to bitter bile in my mouth and now rots in my stomach. They couldn't even say it to my face,

We're through…

That's all it said, two words on my phone that I threw into my wall and smashed into pieces. I was hurt, sad, confused, furious…I was a mixture ready to tip over and spill over. I tried to talk to them, I tried to call, write, visit, but was always pushed away or ignored.

I've been replace…

I couldn't stand it, the love of my life in the arms of another, letting him touch his coco brown hair, feel his porcelain, and see is adorable smile. How I loathe them both. Him with his blond hair, glasses, bomber jacket, and arrogant attitude and self-imposed smile, how I hate he who took what was mine.

I can't stand it…

So now he stands up there, alone again in the crisp, cold air of fall air brushes his cheeks and freezes his tears that managed to slip through violet eyes. Watching the city lights from the high rise, it was peaceful. Alone with his thoughts and half a bottle of empty vodka, his only friend and comfort now.

Watching cars and peaceful move through the nights like fireflies flickering on and off, on and off over and over. He knew somewhere down there, in the crowd of people, in the cars that moved by, or in the many buildings in the distance was the one I loved…in the arms of another, "I want to die"

You wanna die?

'Didn't I just say that' he must be drunk

You wanna die?

"Yes, there's no point" he said to no one, looking at the ground, as if by nature he looked behind him and saw a figure stand by the roof entrance, cradles and shaded in the dark of the cloudy night sky.

"You wanna die?" they repeated again and the man just shrugged and turned back to his loneliness trying to ignore the person behind him. Suddenly, a motion made him look to his left, the figure had decided to stand beside him, their gaze looking out into the sky. The man blinked a few time, before his eyes become somber again and he let a small moan escape his lips. He continued to look at the figure noting the features he could make out, he couldn't tell if they were male or female for the coat they wore was plush and gave the person a round feature, their face held some baby fat to it, their cheeks were red possibly from the cold that gave them a rosy glo/w, a pair of fluffy, furry earmuffs wrapped around strands' of the lightest green hair he had seen in his life. Finally was the eyes, from what he could tell they were green as well.

"You wanna die?" they repeated the words forming into icy vapors that disappeared into the cool night.

He said nothing this time, he just gave a grunt and sipped his vodka

"You wanna die?"

"What if I do?"

"You wanna die? It's OK if you die"

"I'm sure, I think about it a lot so I'm okay with it"

"Nobody will care"

"I'm sure, no one really cares for me, except maybe my sisters but…they are so far away now"

"You wanna die? Go ahead and die"

"I want too, I really do…but…" I stuck I want too but can I

"I'm tired of listening to you whine, so you can die"

"I'm not whining, I just saying how I feel, no one asked for your opinion" he said there was some venom in his words as his eyes began to narrow, "Just leave me alone and let me die if I want to, da" "What do you know about me anyway?" they still look in front of them, " That's what you say, even though you don't know me either" green eyes, one light and one dark, no look at him.

"Leave me be and let me die" they looked apathetic and sad, "That's what you say, even though you don't wanna be alone" , green eyes looked deep into violet. Why was this person saying these things too him?

"No matter how much you cry over your troubles" they stepped closer making the man's eye widen. "In the end you're just putting the blame on someone else"

"So what if I cry over my life problems they are my problems da!" he yelled at the person, "It's all his fault I'm like this, him and everyone else they're to blame, not me!

"Crying, shouting, and cutting up your wrist" they were closer "You're just making a show of it!" they said eyes now holding sadness and anger

His hand found his arm, clutching it, the force stinging his scared and bandaged arm, it wasn't his fault, it was all his fault he made him do it, pain was his only way out.

"You wanna die? It's OK if you die" they took one more step forward, "No one will even notice"

He'll notice…

"You wanna die? Go ahead and die" they looked him straight in his eyes, "You're just pitiful, so you can die" they're voice was more sterner and their fist seemed to tighten.

"But…I don't…I don't think o want to die" their voice was almost a mummur as green eyes weild up in tears.

"Don't want to live, but you don't want to die either" they moved closer to the man with the bowed head.

"You don't even know what you want to do" his head raised as the voice raised in bass and shook with emotion.

"It's annoying how you keep asking me for advice" when had he asked them for advice, he never even seen them before. Before he knew it they figure had their arms wrapped around them and crushed together in a desperate hug.

"You wanna die, you got a death wish"

"Hey, you wanna die, you got a death wish"

What was this feeling…this warm feeling?

"Quit your complaining and live with all your might!" they screamed, echoing into the night as they gripped tighter pushing all their feelings into that one place that needed it the most. The man, still as stone, eyes wide in shock, as time ticked slowly by, for some reason he didn't feel said, he didn't feel empty and weak, fragile,…for some reason he gripped the others coat and pressed back.

For some reason…

"Da…I don't want to die"

Then the world went black…

...to be continued...

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