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A/N: IT'S NOT MINE, I DON'T OWN IT, IT'S ALL STEPHENIE MEYER'S.

*CHAPTER CONTAINS A LEMON

ON TO THE STORY …

LEAH

Sam and I have been together for three years, and in the past years I have probably been the happiest girl in the world.

Sam is perfect, and every day that I spend with him is a day that I fall even more in love with him.

Sam and I have been dating since I was a freshman in high school, Sam and I had known each other our entire lives, when you live in a reservation as small as La Push you tend to know everyone around you. Our mom's were really good friends, so a lot of my afternoons consisted of playing hide and seek with Sam.

When I was younger I completely detested him, I thought he was the most arrogant boy I had ever met. However when I saw him on my first day of high school, my opinion completely changed.

(Flashback)

I was half way through my first day of high school, and to say that my day sucked would be an understatement. I felt completely alone, I had absolutely none of my friends for any of my classes, and all the boys in my classes looked at me like I had grown a third eye.

I mean you would think that after pretty much growing up with all these kids they would get used to me, but no since the moment I walked in through the doors of the school, they couldn't stop staring, and it was seriously getting on my damn nerves.

The bell finally rang signaling that it was time for lunch; I practically jumped out of my seat and bolted through the door, silently praying that my friends would be there.

The cafeteria was packed when I entered it; my mother had packed me my lunch so I didn't have to make the line. My eyes searched for my friends but they were nowhere to be seen, I swear fate hated me.

I internally groaned and dragged my feet to a table at the end of the cafeteria, there was a girl seated there so I thought 'what the heck Leah, it's time you make new friends'

I was probably ten steps away from reaching the table, when someone bumped into me, sending me face first to the cold tiled floor. My notes fell in a heap all over the floor, as the cafeteria burst out in laughter.

I sighed and started picking up all my stuff when I saw a tanned hand offering me my science book, I looked up to see the face of the person that caused this insanity.

Yup my heart skipped a beat, when my eyes landed on none other than Sam Uley. But this wasn't the same Sam that had practically made my childhood a living nightmare, this Sam was different, his eyes were gentler and his smile, oh my his smile left me completely dazed.

"Leah?" he asked me astonished.

I nodded, my voice completely lost as I stayed transfixed by him, what the hell had happened to him, I mean I know I hadn't seen him in a while, on my thirteenth birthday I had dead on refused to have anymore dealings with Sam Uley.

So when he left junior high last year I was thrilled, never in my right mind would I have thought that a year later, I would be looking into his eyes and feel what I was feeling.

He smiled at me as he extended his hand to help me up; i placed my hand in his and got up, our eyes never leaving each other.

"Wow, Leah it's been a long time" he told me as he handed me my science book.

"Yeah, it has"

"So are you enjoying your first day of school?" he asked me.

I shrugged, he laughed "Why don't you join me for lunch" he pushed as grabbed my hand and led me outside, we sat down on a bench and just looked at each other for a ridiculous amount of time, before he decided to break the silence "Leah, you look great, I mean you were always beautiful, but wow I guess it's because I haven't seen you in a long time"

I blushed, he thought I was beautiful, "You have changed a lot too Sam"

He grinned "Do you still hate me?"

I laughed "No not anymore"

"Good, because I would love to take you out some time, maybe catch up, that's if you want too?"

I bit my bottom lip, "I would love to Sam"

(End of Flashback)

That's how it started; my whole whirlwind of emotions only intensified after that day, my mom was completely thrilled by the idea of Sam and me. My dad not so much, Sam's dad didn't have such a good reputation on the rez so my father was scared that Sam would turn out the same way, and I of course defended him as if my life depended on it.

I fell in head over heels in love with Sam, our feelings towards each other felt so natural and real. The first time he kissed me left me in a complete high, Sam was my first kiss and at that time I vowed that he would be the only boy to touch my lips.

We dated for a year before I believed that I was ready to give myself to him, I was sophomore and he was junior at this point.

And neither of us had ever been with anyone else, at least not at that level. I was scared but completely convinced that I wanted to take the next step, I wanted Sam to have all of me, and I wanted him to feel all the love that I felt for him.

He never pressured me, but after a lot of nights of sneaking into each other's rooms and kissing to the point where our bodies craved more, I decided that it was time.

(Flashback)

It was my sixteenth birthday; I had spent the entire day with my family so I could dedicate my night solely to Sam. He had promised me a memorable night; of course this caused the butterflies to a have their own little party in my stomach.

I was wearing a white dress that stopped at the midpoint between my thighs and knees, my mother had bought me silver heels for my birthday so I had out those on to compliment my outfit. My hair was cascading down my back, just like Sam liked it and I had applied just a hint of makeup.

My parents and Seth had gone out to catch a flick in Port Angeles, so I was home alone. The door bell rang and I knew of the bat that it was Sam; I ran down stairs and opened the door.

"Hi" I breathed as I looked at the perfection that was Sam; he was leaning on my door frame, wearing a white button down shirt, jeans, and his always present breathtaking smile.

"Hey love" he said as he wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed the hollow in my neck "You look beautiful" he whispered in my ear causing my entire frame to shake.

I pulled back "You don't look to bad yourself" I told him.

He chuckled as he entwined our fingers and led me to his car, once we were inside and on the road, I had to ask him, where he was taking me.

He didn't budge; he kept insisting that it was a secret and that I would love it.

"Sam, why are we in your house?" I asked perplexed as he stopped his car on his driveway.

"Lee-lee, please be patient"

I nodded, he got out of the car and opened the door for me, we walked hand in hand to his doorstep before he stopped and turned to look at me.

"I want this night to be memorable for both of us, but I won't pressure you to do anything that you are not ready for" he cautioned me.

I smiled at him and stroked his cheek "I love you Sam" I traced his lips "I am ready to give you all of me" I assured him.

He kissed my hand and led me into his house; the house was lighted by candles that were all around the living room, in the center of the room was a small table; that held a small heart shaped birthday cake.

I laughed as I walked up to the table to get a better look "Sam, did you actually bake this?" I asked him pointing at the cake.

He wrapped his arms around my waist and rested his head on my shoulder "I tried, it might not taste great"

I sighed "I love it, it's perfect"

He turned me so that I was facing him, "I love you so much Leah"

I pulled his face down to mine so that our foreheads were resting on each other's "I love you too Sam, so much"

"Promise me Lee-lee; promise me that you will never leave me"

I cupped his face so that he was forced to look straight into my eyes "Where would I go Sam? All I want is to be with you, I could never leave you, and I love you and promise that I will always be by your side" I assured him.

He let out a sigh of relief "You are going to be my wife one day Lee-lee, and that is going to be the happiest day of my life"

I giggled "I believe that makes two of us"

He grinned as he pulled away from me and took out a small black bow from his pocket, "I know that we are too young to get engaged" he said as he opened the box and revealed a beautiful ring, it was simple but perfect.

"It's a promise ring Lee" he took the ring from the box and slipped it on my finger "I will never hurt you Lee, I promise that I will never leave you, and that I will love you forever"

"Thank you" I whispered as he took my hands and kissed them.

He let go off my hands and cupped my face, "I love you" he murmured as his lips hovered inches from mine.

"I love you too" I breathed as I finally connected our lips.

His hands roamed around my body as our lips moved together, letting ourselves get completely lost in our emotions.

His lips left mine as they started to descend to my neck, my fingers curled in his hair as the pleasure of his lips on my body sent me to a near combustion.

"Sam, I am ready" I pleaded.

His lips left my body and looked at me seriously "Are you sure?" he asked me.

I nodded "Please"

He smiled at me as he picked me off the ground and carried me to his room; he gently sat me on the bed as he took off his shirt and took slow steps in my direction.

He kneeled right in right of me, his eyes were burning as his hands traveled up my thighs pushing my dress up, I lifted my arms so he could take off my dress, leaving me only in a bra and panties.

I pushed myself up the bed, and Sam crawled in after me so that his body hovered on top of mine.

My fingers traced his developed chest, as Sam's lips began to place tender kisses on my neck and chest.

His hands were exploring every inch of my body, trying to memorize every curve, "You are so beautiful, Lee- lee" he murmured as his lips sank lower so that he was tracing circles on my stomach with his tongue.

His hand were on my back trying to un clap my bra, I laughed as I felt his fingers tried to force it loose "Here let me help you" I told him as I undid the clasp.

He smiled as he slid the straps of my shoulders, causing me to completely reveal myself to him.

I moaned as I felt him start kissing my breast, my head fell back on my pillow as he nibbled on my nipples.

I could feel myself getting more enthralled by the second, his member was resting ready on my inner thigh, begging for entrance.

"Sam, now please" I begged.

His hands went down to my hips and pulled my panties down, as he himself wiggled himself free from the jail of his jeans and boxers.

I could feel him in my entrance, he hesitated and looked at me nervously "Lee, are you sure? Please don't feel like you need to do this for me, I love you no matter what you decide"

"Sam, I am ready" I assured him.

"I don't want to hurt you love, they have told me that it hurts for you the first time"

I smiled "It won't hurt forever Sam" I told him as I planted a small kiss on his lips.

"If it's too much Lee, I will stop"

"Sam, please I need you in me"

He nodded and took a deep breath; he bent down and kissed me.

I gripped the sheets and whimpered as I felt him slowly entering me, the pain was brutal; Sam continued to devour me with comforting kisses, as he pushed himself deeper.

We were both panting as he looked up at me; tears were streaming down my cheek, from the pain and the happiness of finally having him in me.

"I am so sorry" he cooed as he kissed my tears away.

The pain slowly subsided as I felt him completely in me; my body started adjusting to him, as he moved in and out of me, our eyes never leaving each other as we moved back and forth in synchronization.

My nails grazed his back as he began to move faster, my walls were tightening, "Stay with me babe" Sam groaned as he increased his speed.

I screamed in bliss as I felt myself explode, Sam was panting as he fell exhausted on top me, his head rested on my chest, I stroked his hair, while his breath dried up my body.

"That was incredible" he muttered as he planted a small kiss on my torso.

"I agree" I told him.

He straightened up so that our eyes were connecting "Did I hurt you?" he asked anxiously.

I shook my head, lying of course, the soreness in my thighs was killing me "No, you didn't hurt me"

He grinned "I am glad that we were each other's first, there is no other woman in the world I would have wanted to experience that moment with" he told me as he kissed my forehead.

"I will always be yours Sam" I promised him.

(End of Flashback)

I was young and naïve, I thought that love was all rainbows and butterflies; at that point in my life I had no idea how hard Sam and I would have to fight to stay together, let's just say I was in for a rude awakening.

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