Gobstoppers: Hey Ya'll! How u doin'? I'm back with another fic and I want
you to enjoy it. So I'll get right to da fic!
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(Hiei's POV)
I lay on the ground with a pool of blood around me.... my blood. I'm crying at me battered and bloodied self. I can't believe I would sink this low but I have. All of my days are like this. I go to work, come home, pay the bills, clean, cook, clean some more, get beatin', fix my self a small dinner, have sex, and go to bed. My life is really messed up right now but I know it will get better soon.
I have prayed so many times for happiness and the day my secret lover to me he loved me was it. We were happy together. After about five days of dating he proposed. I know it seems too early but we both knew that each other was thee one. So we got married on Christmas that year, which was seven months later. It was a really nice wedding and it couldn't have gotten' any better. Yet, it did. The night we got to our new house I lost my virginity. It was so much like I had pictured it.
Then everything began to go down hill about two years after our marriage. Kurama began to drink a lot, which got him into a lot of trouble. He was sent to Juby for a year. I don't know what happened in there but when he was released he was some how different. I didn't pay much attention to it until the day he hit me. I knew it was all over then. What happened was I forgot to take out the trash and he started to yell at me. I ignored him for some time until he called me a "Lazy-ass son-of-a-bitch whore." That was the last straw and I yelled at him. Then he hit me... hard. I didn't know why but he just did and the way he looked sent chills down my spine. He looked like he liked it.
Then it got worse. Some nights he come home drunk and have sex with me, which really hurt. Some times he get really pissed of at something, come home, and take it out on me. It wasn't just yelling he beat me. His grades dropped a lot. He got into trouble at school and was kicked out. He lost his job. I was forced to take up two to three jobs during the day just to put food on the table. At night I would work from 10 to 3 in the morning in order to pay the bills. When I get home from my job I get an hours worth of sleep and go of to my other jobs. This happened for about twos years until Kurama told me I only needed to work two jobs because he found a place to work. It wasn't much but that was all we really needed to get by.
Soon I wasn't working any more and things got better. He was working a full-time job as a waiter for Yuskue. The abuse stopped for a while and everything was back to normal. Kurama would come home after a days work and kiss me gentle. He'd tell me how much he loved me and how much he wanted to have children. I disagreed to have children just yet. I still thought it was too early to have kids even though we'd had been married for four years now. Don't get me wrong I do want to have children but I'm not ready to be a mommy, (Hiei Is the one that has the babies because he's ALWAYS on the bottom.) which brings us to this event. Kurama thought I didn't love him and was cheating on him so he beat me.
*Flash back*
Kurama came home early to surprise me. I was and we kissed each other for about four minuets. He said he was hungry so I went to go make him so food. After we ate he took me to the living room the talk. I was afraid that it'd be something bad.
"What is it Kurama? Did you get laid off?" I asked him but he laughed and shook his head no. I smiled and knew it was good. I waited for about a minuet until he spoke.
"Hiei, how do you feel about children?" he asked me and I didn't what he was talking about. It took a while for it to come together.
"Well Kurama, I think I'm not ready to be a mother just quit yet." I said and Kurama looked at me for a moment and let go of my hand.
"What do you mean by that? We've been married for four years now!" He shouted at me and made me flinch. He looked angry and I gulped.
"I'm just not ready to have kids yet." I said back to him in a coldish tone. He slapped me and I flew to the ground. He stood up and walked over to me.
"Don't you use that tone with me!" He shouted in my face and I nodded. "Why don't you want to have kids, HUH?!?!!!? Not ready?! Bull shit! Why?!!" He shouted at me and I glared at him.
"If you want a baby so badly, why don't go out get fucked. Then you can deal with the morning sickness, stomach aches, cravings, aching body parts, and go through a lot of pain just to push it out!!!!" I shouted right back at him. He got off of me and glared at me. It was then I realized what I said. "I'm so sorry. I didn't mean it. Please don't hurt me." I cried but to no avail.
*End of flash back*
I was no cleaning away my cuts and bruises. I had taken a shower and rinsed away the blood. After I fixed up my body I went in the bedroom to sleep. When I got in there Kurama was waiting for me. I looked at him in fear but he smiled and I smiled back. He padded the spot next to him and I sat down. He wrapped his arms around my waist and started to kiss my neck. I groaned and leaned into the embrace. I felt him smile against my skin. He slowly turned me around in him arms and kissed me passionately.
He licked my lower lip wanting in. I gave in to him and opened my mouth. His tongue darted in claiming my mouth over and over again. I moaned a little while kissing. We broke for air and I was about to say something when he kissed me again. He took advantage of my opened mouth and darted his tongue back in for another go. I moaned louder and was becoming aroused. He smiled and broke the kiss. He gentle push me back onto the bed and kissed me again. It was heaven for me. He hasn't been this loving in a two months.
He pulled back once again and by now I was gasping for air. I felt his hand grab at my bulge making me gasp and become more aroused. He smiled at took my robe. I was no completely naked not that it bothered me. He kisses my weak spot making me cry out in pleasure. He moved from my neck down to one of my nibbles. He gentle sucked on it nibbling here and there. I moaned and worked on getting his robe opened. He smiled and pulled away making me whimper at the loss of his body. He untied his robe and took it off, throwing it somewhere on the ground.
Kurama climb back on top of me and kissed me once again. I moaned as he claimed my mouth. He pulled away and nibbled my earlobe. My hands for roaming up and down his back. I sometime grab his butt cheek. He licked his way down my body and stopped at my navel. I groaned and wanted him to go on. He smiled and licked the top of my length. I moaned stronger and he kissed it again. My hands were tangled in his flaming red hair pushing him to take me. He tooked me completely into his mouth making gasp in pleasure. He sucked hard while I cried out. I was in heaven. He would lick the under side with his skillful tongue making me throw my head side to side. The funny thing is I was starting to sound like a GIRL with my moaning.
I was about to come when he pulled back. I growled at the lose making him giggle a little. He flipped us over so now I was on top. I knew what he wanted me to do. I sat up and got off of him. He looked at me weirdly though.
"I need you to put on a condom for me." I said and he nodded. He got out of bed and went into the bathroom. I smiled at him being so generous tonight. He came back out about two minuets later and laid back down. I climbed back on top and grabbed his cock. I held it in place as I lowered my self onto it. I groaned in pleasure and pain. I waited a minuet for me to adjust before rocking my hips back and forth slowly. He throw his head back and moaned a little. I was gasping with pleasure. I began to rock faster and faster.
"More!" I groaned and he knew what I meant. So he sat up with me in his lap. After I got comfortable I began to bounce in his lap. "Oh god! Yes! Yes!" I moaned and moved a bit quicker. I threw my head back and let out a silent scream. Kurama just looked at me and smirked. I didn't know why but I was too deep in pleasure to care. Then Kurama let out a loud and strong moan.
"God Hiei! Why do have to be so tight and hot?" He groaned. I smiled at that and quicken the pace. I wanted to make love like this all night with him.
"Kuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaammmmmmaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!" I moaned as I came but I kept going. He needed to come and I wanted another release. I wanted more. I needed to fill him deeper in me.
"Deeper!!!" I shouted in pleasure. He smiled and started to pound upwards with my motion. It made me scream out. I'm sure my neighbors could hear us right now. I didn't care. I knew Kurama's of releasing was coming closer so quickened. I let a silent scream come out.
"Harder!" I screamed and he went as hard as he could. I threw my head back and screamed at the top of my lungs. Kurama was letting out little mans letting me knew he soon to come. I now was going as fast as I could bounce.
"Unnnn... ahhhhh... Yes! Yes! Yes... Oh god.... unnnnnnnnnnnn..... Kurama... Yeeeeeeeeeee (silent scream of e's)s!" I moaned as I came once again. I could tell Kurama was coming very soon.
"Oh yes! Yes. yes. yes. OH GOD! Hhhhhiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii iiiiiiiiii!!" Kurama shouted as he came giving one final deep, hard, and LONG thrust. By now my forehead was against his chest and I was breathing hard. He had his chin on top of my head gasping for air. I felt him flip us over with him still inside of me. I knew that he wanted more. We hadn't had sex in two months!
"Can you keep on going or do you want some sleep?" he asked me and I thought for a moment. Of course I could keep going but what about his job?
"What about work?" I asked him and he smiled and began to move again. I moaned and watched him. I lost eye contact with him because I was throwing my head side to side.
"Tomorrow is our aniversy I took the day off." He whispered into my ear.
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Gobstoppers: Sorry but I want to go play my game so I got to go. Review Please!
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(Hiei's POV)
I lay on the ground with a pool of blood around me.... my blood. I'm crying at me battered and bloodied self. I can't believe I would sink this low but I have. All of my days are like this. I go to work, come home, pay the bills, clean, cook, clean some more, get beatin', fix my self a small dinner, have sex, and go to bed. My life is really messed up right now but I know it will get better soon.
I have prayed so many times for happiness and the day my secret lover to me he loved me was it. We were happy together. After about five days of dating he proposed. I know it seems too early but we both knew that each other was thee one. So we got married on Christmas that year, which was seven months later. It was a really nice wedding and it couldn't have gotten' any better. Yet, it did. The night we got to our new house I lost my virginity. It was so much like I had pictured it.
Then everything began to go down hill about two years after our marriage. Kurama began to drink a lot, which got him into a lot of trouble. He was sent to Juby for a year. I don't know what happened in there but when he was released he was some how different. I didn't pay much attention to it until the day he hit me. I knew it was all over then. What happened was I forgot to take out the trash and he started to yell at me. I ignored him for some time until he called me a "Lazy-ass son-of-a-bitch whore." That was the last straw and I yelled at him. Then he hit me... hard. I didn't know why but he just did and the way he looked sent chills down my spine. He looked like he liked it.
Then it got worse. Some nights he come home drunk and have sex with me, which really hurt. Some times he get really pissed of at something, come home, and take it out on me. It wasn't just yelling he beat me. His grades dropped a lot. He got into trouble at school and was kicked out. He lost his job. I was forced to take up two to three jobs during the day just to put food on the table. At night I would work from 10 to 3 in the morning in order to pay the bills. When I get home from my job I get an hours worth of sleep and go of to my other jobs. This happened for about twos years until Kurama told me I only needed to work two jobs because he found a place to work. It wasn't much but that was all we really needed to get by.
Soon I wasn't working any more and things got better. He was working a full-time job as a waiter for Yuskue. The abuse stopped for a while and everything was back to normal. Kurama would come home after a days work and kiss me gentle. He'd tell me how much he loved me and how much he wanted to have children. I disagreed to have children just yet. I still thought it was too early to have kids even though we'd had been married for four years now. Don't get me wrong I do want to have children but I'm not ready to be a mommy, (Hiei Is the one that has the babies because he's ALWAYS on the bottom.) which brings us to this event. Kurama thought I didn't love him and was cheating on him so he beat me.
*Flash back*
Kurama came home early to surprise me. I was and we kissed each other for about four minuets. He said he was hungry so I went to go make him so food. After we ate he took me to the living room the talk. I was afraid that it'd be something bad.
"What is it Kurama? Did you get laid off?" I asked him but he laughed and shook his head no. I smiled and knew it was good. I waited for about a minuet until he spoke.
"Hiei, how do you feel about children?" he asked me and I didn't what he was talking about. It took a while for it to come together.
"Well Kurama, I think I'm not ready to be a mother just quit yet." I said and Kurama looked at me for a moment and let go of my hand.
"What do you mean by that? We've been married for four years now!" He shouted at me and made me flinch. He looked angry and I gulped.
"I'm just not ready to have kids yet." I said back to him in a coldish tone. He slapped me and I flew to the ground. He stood up and walked over to me.
"Don't you use that tone with me!" He shouted in my face and I nodded. "Why don't you want to have kids, HUH?!?!!!? Not ready?! Bull shit! Why?!!" He shouted at me and I glared at him.
"If you want a baby so badly, why don't go out get fucked. Then you can deal with the morning sickness, stomach aches, cravings, aching body parts, and go through a lot of pain just to push it out!!!!" I shouted right back at him. He got off of me and glared at me. It was then I realized what I said. "I'm so sorry. I didn't mean it. Please don't hurt me." I cried but to no avail.
*End of flash back*
I was no cleaning away my cuts and bruises. I had taken a shower and rinsed away the blood. After I fixed up my body I went in the bedroom to sleep. When I got in there Kurama was waiting for me. I looked at him in fear but he smiled and I smiled back. He padded the spot next to him and I sat down. He wrapped his arms around my waist and started to kiss my neck. I groaned and leaned into the embrace. I felt him smile against my skin. He slowly turned me around in him arms and kissed me passionately.
He licked my lower lip wanting in. I gave in to him and opened my mouth. His tongue darted in claiming my mouth over and over again. I moaned a little while kissing. We broke for air and I was about to say something when he kissed me again. He took advantage of my opened mouth and darted his tongue back in for another go. I moaned louder and was becoming aroused. He smiled and broke the kiss. He gentle push me back onto the bed and kissed me again. It was heaven for me. He hasn't been this loving in a two months.
He pulled back once again and by now I was gasping for air. I felt his hand grab at my bulge making me gasp and become more aroused. He smiled at took my robe. I was no completely naked not that it bothered me. He kisses my weak spot making me cry out in pleasure. He moved from my neck down to one of my nibbles. He gentle sucked on it nibbling here and there. I moaned and worked on getting his robe opened. He smiled and pulled away making me whimper at the loss of his body. He untied his robe and took it off, throwing it somewhere on the ground.
Kurama climb back on top of me and kissed me once again. I moaned as he claimed my mouth. He pulled away and nibbled my earlobe. My hands for roaming up and down his back. I sometime grab his butt cheek. He licked his way down my body and stopped at my navel. I groaned and wanted him to go on. He smiled and licked the top of my length. I moaned stronger and he kissed it again. My hands were tangled in his flaming red hair pushing him to take me. He tooked me completely into his mouth making gasp in pleasure. He sucked hard while I cried out. I was in heaven. He would lick the under side with his skillful tongue making me throw my head side to side. The funny thing is I was starting to sound like a GIRL with my moaning.
I was about to come when he pulled back. I growled at the lose making him giggle a little. He flipped us over so now I was on top. I knew what he wanted me to do. I sat up and got off of him. He looked at me weirdly though.
"I need you to put on a condom for me." I said and he nodded. He got out of bed and went into the bathroom. I smiled at him being so generous tonight. He came back out about two minuets later and laid back down. I climbed back on top and grabbed his cock. I held it in place as I lowered my self onto it. I groaned in pleasure and pain. I waited a minuet for me to adjust before rocking my hips back and forth slowly. He throw his head back and moaned a little. I was gasping with pleasure. I began to rock faster and faster.
"More!" I groaned and he knew what I meant. So he sat up with me in his lap. After I got comfortable I began to bounce in his lap. "Oh god! Yes! Yes!" I moaned and moved a bit quicker. I threw my head back and let out a silent scream. Kurama just looked at me and smirked. I didn't know why but I was too deep in pleasure to care. Then Kurama let out a loud and strong moan.
"God Hiei! Why do have to be so tight and hot?" He groaned. I smiled at that and quicken the pace. I wanted to make love like this all night with him.
"Kuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaammmmmmaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!" I moaned as I came but I kept going. He needed to come and I wanted another release. I wanted more. I needed to fill him deeper in me.
"Deeper!!!" I shouted in pleasure. He smiled and started to pound upwards with my motion. It made me scream out. I'm sure my neighbors could hear us right now. I didn't care. I knew Kurama's of releasing was coming closer so quickened. I let a silent scream come out.
"Harder!" I screamed and he went as hard as he could. I threw my head back and screamed at the top of my lungs. Kurama was letting out little mans letting me knew he soon to come. I now was going as fast as I could bounce.
"Unnnn... ahhhhh... Yes! Yes! Yes... Oh god.... unnnnnnnnnnnn..... Kurama... Yeeeeeeeeeee (silent scream of e's)s!" I moaned as I came once again. I could tell Kurama was coming very soon.
"Oh yes! Yes. yes. yes. OH GOD! Hhhhhiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii iiiiiiiiii!!" Kurama shouted as he came giving one final deep, hard, and LONG thrust. By now my forehead was against his chest and I was breathing hard. He had his chin on top of my head gasping for air. I felt him flip us over with him still inside of me. I knew that he wanted more. We hadn't had sex in two months!
"Can you keep on going or do you want some sleep?" he asked me and I thought for a moment. Of course I could keep going but what about his job?
"What about work?" I asked him and he smiled and began to move again. I moaned and watched him. I lost eye contact with him because I was throwing my head side to side.
"Tomorrow is our aniversy I took the day off." He whispered into my ear.
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Gobstoppers: Sorry but I want to go play my game so I got to go. Review Please!