A/N: I know it's really short, but I haven't wrong a one-shot Noughts and Crosses story for like 8 days - which is a while for me. Anywho, this was inspired by the Noughts and Crosses fic by with-a-flower-in-her-hair called 'Smile' so read that one as well as this. Please R&R:
Words of the Dead:
No Sephy stop it. Sephy don't defend me. I know you think you should because you love me. You told me that just moments ago, just before I died. I hope you heard me reply, Sephy. I hope you believed me when I said I love you, because it was the most true thing I have ever said. I've never meant anything more. I love you, and I love our baby. I love you so much, and I would give the world for us to be able to start again. To learn from these mistakes and not make them again. I'd give the world for us to have been able to work. I'd give the world to be alive, with you, having never hurt anyone. But it's now too late to go back and change that. It's too late to change the past mistakes. I'm dead, Sephy, but believe me I deserved this. I didn't deserve to live. That's why you have to stop defending me, Sephy, please stop defending me. I don't deserve to have you defend me. What that guy is saying is true. It's true that I killed his Dad. I'm not sure exactly which one he was, but I know he's telling the truth. I can hear it in his voice, I can see it in his eyes. Sephy, stop saying I didn't mean it, because even though I didn't, he's still right I did kill people. I hurt so many people, I destroyed so many peoples life. Don't let me destroy yours. You have to move on now, you have to live for our baby and you have to live for yourself. Forget me, Sephy, please just forget me and get on with your life. You deserve to be happy, you and our child deserve to be happy. And to do that Sephy you have forget me right now. I'll always love both of you, Sephy, but it's time for you to stop loving me.