AN: Well, I haven't uploaded anything in a long while...work and classes zapping my time. But, i figure I should try to do something real quick..so, here you go. It's a farewell letter from Romano/Lovino.
Disclaimy thingy~ I don't own Hetalia. If I did...well, I'll leave that disaster to your own imagination~I really don't own anything except my twisted mind.
Note: I am trying to work on the Stalker Files that haven't been loaded yet, but as i stated, everything is slow going.
The last letter
By the time you get your fucking hands on this letter, I will have left this world behind. It was for the best anyway. All I did was hurt you all, over and over. I never meant for any of this to happen, especially not the way it did. You must hate me, but it doesn't fucking matter now. You have lives to live, so fucking LIVE them, damnit. Don't worry about me; I'm just so happy to have spent even a little time with you all. Yeah, you fucking heard me right; I said I was happy with you guys. You made me feel whole again. But it's my time now; I can hear Grandpa Roma calling me as I lay in bed writing this. I want to go to him, to make the pain go away and just die. Then I think of you, all of you, and I fight again, I want to stay with you. Then I think of the things I put you through and I cry; I want to die to save you the trouble. I could be a real brat, couldn't I?
Antonio, you are a tomato bastard and I hate your fucking turtles. Sorry, had to throw that out there. I'm sorry for being so bratty and horrid to you and I do like you bastard. I just have trouble expressing things, whereas you will hug and love on anything that moves. I enjoyed having you as a boss and never meant anything I said to you. You were my savior at times, a stupid and annoying savior. I love you with all my heart and soul and never wanted to hurt you, ever. But I did, over and over and over, like a monster. I wasn't good for you because of the wrongs I did, yet you stayed and I never could fully understand why. But I was glad you did. I'm so happy to have found someone like you, considering my situation. You understood and cared about me and that is more that I had the right to ask. Antonio, I always loved you, and even in death I will still love you. I will wait for you, but damnit you better not die anytime soon or I'll castrate you with a ghost spoon!
Feliciano, you stop crying and listen to me for five seconds, okay? I love you, Fratello. I will always protect you, even in death. But, you have to keep surviving enough for the both of us. It was always you, Feli. Not Grandpa Rome, Not me, but you. I know you can do it, Feli. Know why? Because you're Italian, damnit! That means you have fighting spirit and above all, a fighting chance! I knew what would happen if we united and became one whole, but I knew you could handle it. You, the stronger of the two of us, must be the one to take over. If I have to die, I'm glad it's you that is killing me and not someone else. I think I can rest easily, knowing that you will protect and guide our country. I wish I could stick around to see you grow into the leader I know you will become. Until we meet again my dear brother… addio a mio fratello che è il mio mondo.
I just wish I could have stayed longer, but I've been getting sicker and sicker since the unification and now I'm at my breaking point. Funny…I always told myself I wouldn't die like this…in bed…too weak to move. But I think, maybe it would be better, more peaceful. To just slip easily into death, the darkness taking me into its caressing folds…
Note~: I promise the next thing will be longer~