a/n; So I'm really tired when I'm writing this and have klaine on my mind. The title is from Down by Jason Walker, also listening to the song as I write this. I have a tumblr also (larutolovegaara) where I post my fics and other things. I'd appreciate if you followed me there. Un-beta'd.
—-
I don't know where I'm at
I'm standing at the back
And I'm tired of waiting
Waiting here in line, hoping that I'll find what I've been chasing.
"I'm really sorry Kurt.."
No. No. No.
Blaine couldn't be saying this. He couldn't. They loved each other too much for this to happen but here they stood; Blaine turning to face away and himself feeling numb.
Kurt raised a hand to his face to wipe away the tears that fell fast. He felt sick.Shattered. Could this be happening? Perhaps it was a nightmare but it was too painful for it to be anything.
"Kurt.." Blaine said weakly, his own eyes glistening with unshed tears as if he wouldn't allow them to fall. Kurt took one, two, three steps back before he turned and ran past Finn and Rachel who seemed also to be having the same moment but he didn't care. He needed to be alone. Like he now was.
Kurt kept running, everything around him blurring into pointlessness. He ignore the hurt filled cries trailing behind him. Why? Why? Why? The thought kept flooding his mind, fuelling the tears with knowledge to fall.
He kept running until his lungs were burning with need for oxygen. He looked at where his was and realised he made it back to his and Rachel's apartment. He tiredly made his way inside and locked the door behind him, moving as if on autopilot. The tears by then had stopped but it felt as if they weren't stopping.
Kurt looked down at his phone and noticed 5 missed calls, all by Blaine. He stared at the phone blankly as it rang once again, Blaine's ringtone filling the silent space. His finger lingered over the accept button for a few seconds before he hit reject.
He couldn't answer.
It was over.
All over..