A Rin Night
I looked up at the night sky as my mind traveled through a maze of thoughts. The sky was beautiful...the stars were so beautiful. Right now all four of us should be together laying down in the grassy meadow just staring at the stars. Our minds clear of distress and sorrow. That would of been perfect. Perfect...no that's not the word. It's more like a dream, a desire, something that I want so bad to be a reality but that can't be.
There are only three of us. And we're not together right now. I think it's because we know being in the presence of each other will only bring sorrow. We all lost something different today. Yet this something is the same thing...not a thing, a person. He meant something different to each of us. At this moment I don't know what he was to me. I thought that after someone died you would be able to look at their life and say to yourself , wow he was an amazing friend. I'll never forget him, but I can't think that. I can't think about how nice, respectful and fun he was. I can only think about how much I wish he was here.