Blank Sheet of Paper

A/N I thought of the story as I was listening to the new Tim McGraw album Live Like You Were Dying. It gave me an idea about Vaughn writing a letter to Sydney to ask for her forgiveness over the past year.

I am sitting at my desk in my condo alone after everything that happened I am just staring at the sheet paper like it will tell me what to say to you Sydney to make all you pain that I have caused you go away.

I'm just a blank sheet of paper

This fool's about to write you a letter

To tell you that he's sorry

For the way he did you wrong

To ask for your forgiveness

For leavin you alone

Sydney how do I apologize for giving up on us losing faith in us. I just loved you so deeply it nearly killed me I felt as if I had lost my soul and my reason for living. I only married Lauren to keep myself sane. I honestly never loved her. But I can't seem to pour my heart out to a piece of paper.

He's been lookin down at me

It seems like forever

He takes the top on and off his pen

It's like he can't decide

What he wants to say

If he'd just tell the truth

I'd be on my way

I mean I never thought you were dead I bled dry every resource your father an I had but, when that body showed up and the CIA proofed it was you I felt my world fall apart in a second. I realized at that moment how you felt went Danny died and you found out about SD-6.

But he just stares at me

And I just stare at him

He don't know where to start

To say he doesn't want it to end

Now its one hour later

And I'm still a blank sheet of paper

Sydney I don't want our relationship to end like this. I want us to have a second chance I have always loved you and always will.

The sunlight is comin through the curtains

He's almost asleep pen in hand

There's a tear in his eye

That refuses to fall

If it would land on me

That would say it all

I feel as if my eyes are clouding with tears but I have no tears left to fall. I cried them all when I thought you died.

But he just stares at me

And I just stare at him

He don't know where to start

To say he doesn't want it to end

Now it's four hours later

And I'm still a blank sheet of paper.

Our relationship in the past has gotten me through the hard times in my life. But when I lost that I felt as if I lost my last tie to a normal life. I am sitting here with no word on paper they are still just thoughts in my head and my heart.

Oh but he just stares at me

And I just stare at him

He don't know where to start

To say he wants you back again

One broken heart later

And I'm still a blank sheet of paper

Sydney I would like to start our relationship over if you will let me now that Lauren gone but if its to painful for you I will understand. By please Sydney keep this in mind I will never love anyone like I loved you. You will always have a place in my heart I will always love you.

The End

Song: Blank Sheet of Paper

Album: Live Like You Were Dying

Artist: Tim McGraw