i don't believe in love...
In the past I've been hurt to many times..
Crying myself to sleep , music blaring , and junk food stash
Calls , texts and even emails that left me sobbing they didn't care ..
I wont let myself fall , wont even try
to many tears to many scars inside and out
all love has done is break me down
Love? HA four letter lie
they get what they want and leave
It doesn't exist
Only in the movies
they'll never be a guy to sweep me off my feet
or loves me for me
who puts up with my bullshit
who will hold up a stereo or throw rocks at my window
strum on his guitar or even bust out a lyric
its on to the next
why should I care when they don't?
Saying things to make me feel strange make me smile when I don't want to
when their just gonna leave slam the door in my face
a slap in the face is what it is
love? Whats love?
When all I can feel is pain from exes who don't care about me
love songs make me sick
it brings back memories I'll push down
I'd rather choke on them then ever think of them
of the kisses the pictures the laughs
ill delete it you and everything
it'll be like you were never here
it'll be like you never broke my heart
it'll be like we never kissed touch hugged
ill be okay
ill put on the smile you said you loved
ill wipe the tears you caused and live another day
these are all the reasons I don't believe in love ..