He is sensible and so incredible

And all my single friends are jealous

He says everything I need to hear and it's like

I couldn't ask for anything better

He opens up my door and I get into his car

And he says you look beautiful tonight

And I feel perfectly fine

Somehow, I am now dating a new guy, Gealean, a son of Hermes. Nice, charismatic, good looking – he's not at all like his siblings. All of my friends are jealous. When we went on a date, he stood outside my car and opened the door. He compliments me as soon as we get in the car, and I allowed a faint blush to stain my cheeks.

But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain

And it's 2am and I'm cursing your name

You're so in love that you act insane

And that's the way I loved you

Breakin' down and coming undone

It's a roller coaster kinda rush

And I never knew I could feel that much

And that's the way I loved you

Gealean is great but… he isn't you. I miss how we would fight over something just plain stupid. I miss how we would stay up late, just talking or doing nothing. We were so in love, we couldn't help but act dumb at times. Every time we fought I felt my heart break but I would get this adrenalin rush–like the kind you get at the very top of a roller coaster and you're about to drop. The only thought you have is oh shit. Just reasons to add to the list of why I loved you.

He respects my space

And never makes me wait

And he calls exactly when he says he will

He's close to my mother

Talks business with my father

He's charming and endearing

And I'm comfortable

He never pushes me too far and never leaves me waiting. My dad likes him, and so does Athena–very unlike how she felt about you. He is always on time whether it's to call me or pick me up. I'm comfortable around him.

But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain

And it's 2am and I'm cursing your name

You're so in love that you act insane

And that's the way I loved you

Breakin' down and coming undone

It's a roller coaster kinda rush

And I never knew I could feel that much

And that's the way I loved you

He can't see the smile I'm faking

And my heart's not breaking

Cause I'm not feeling anything at all

And you were wild and crazy

Just so frustrating intoxicating

Complicated, got away by some mistake and now

Gealean can't tell if I'm actually smiling or just faking it for the sake of him, but you can because you know me better than anyone. I don't feel anything around him, not love or affection but also it isn't loathe or hate. You slipped away from me by some stupid mistakes or misunderstandings.

I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain

It's 2am and I'm cursing your name

I'm so in love that I acted insane

And that's the way I loved you

Breaking down and coming undone

It's a roller coaster kinda rush

And I never knew I could feel that much

And that's the way I loved you oh, oh

And that's the way I loved you oh, oh

Never knew I could feel that much

And that's the way I loved you

You were loud and obnoxious and aggravating but that made me fall for you even harder. We were both stubborn and we always fought. I loved–love you so much but you fell through my fingers and you are just out of my grasp. I always loved you and always will. So even though we're not together now, I will try my hardest to get you back and I won't stop 'till I can reach you again.