I don't know if I should leave this a one-shot or continue it.
So please Read and Review and let me know :D
I don't not own Glee Dx If I did, I would not be here writing fanfiction, I would be writing about St. Berry on la television
Ohhh and this is from the perspective of Jesse.
And yeah, I hope you like it.
You don't understand what it means to be in love until, someone breaks your heart. For me, that person was the girl that I will never, ever forget. She meant everything to, she still does but, it seems that I was never exactly what she wanted. I will possibly never know what it was about that idiotic boy that she dared love so much. It sickens me to even think that she could hold that amount of love for someone that would always take it for granted. I don't even know what happened to the girl I used to know, she changed and not for the better. No, it was never for the better when she changed because of him. All he wanted was a girl that could give him a self-esteem boost as he torn her down slowly.
He destroyed the girl I used to know, the girl who had dreams bigger than anyone's mind would be able to retain. She was a wonder, she was everything that I had ever hoped of finding, of ever having. As soon as I had her, I had to push her away and the moment I was free, I decided to have her again. My grip had lessened after all those months away and she had fallen back into the clutches of that monster. It was a useless effort but, I was not going without a fight. Fight, I did. I fought until I had nothing else to give and that never seemed enough. I don't understand why I was never enough, I had once been the thing she would have done anything for. I was the light in the never ending darkness that this small town had forced her into. We were beautiful, magical even and it ended.
As children we have this idea drilled into us that we must never settle for anything less than a happily ever after, the thing they never tell you is they don't exist for everyone. At least, a happy ending was never in the works for me. Or maybe, I was just another pawn in this world, I was the evil step sister, the villain that would only end up defeated in the end. I had made my peace with thoughts like these a few years ago. More specifically it was the day that I found out they were to be wed, it pained me to know this but, I knew that if even tried to step foot at the church I would be kicked out as fast as I had come in. She never followed her dreams, she had never fought for them was what I heard. I didn't understand what they meant when they said she had never fought for her dreams. I soon realized that, I wasn't willing to accept the idea that she would willingly give up her dreams. I would have accepted that if the reasoning behind it had nothing to do with that boy but, I knew better than that.
He had done it. He finally had what he had always wanted, he was a loser, a Lima loser and he had managed to turn her into that as well. He killed the light she had always had because, he didn't want her shine. He had killed the girl I once knew and finally, the monster inside of him was satisfied.
I hope you enjoyed and let me know if I should continue :D