This story has a darker theme, swearing and abuse. You have been warned! If you don't like this kind of stories, don't read it.
Disclaimer: I don't own Kickin' It
Kim's POV
I, Kim Beulah Crawford once happy child and I had everything that I ever wanted. My family was the loving family you'll ever want to have. I love my parents to death and they love me back. My father was my hero, ever since I was a little girl. But that had all changed when my mother had left my father and me. I was only 12 at the time. My father took it hard the most and began drinking. Soon after he starting abusing me with a whip. This is all, how it all started...
The first time he had whipped me was I when came home late. I just came home from hanging out my friends. When I got in the house I had smelt alcohol. I went to the living room had saw him in his chair watching TV. I had noticed that he had beer in his right hand. He seems didn't to hear me come in. I came up to chair said "Dad, I'm home". My father didn't say anything. When I was walking to back to my room, my father started yelling at me. I was petrified.
"Kimmy, why did you come home late? Were you having sex with Jack and others guys? Weren`t you! You slut! " my father yelled while shaking me.
My father eyes were now bloodshot red. I think it was from the alcohol since I saw bottles and bottles of beer on the floor.
"What no dad! Why would think that? Jack, is my best friend! I wouldn't do that! I was just hanging out with my friends and I lost track of time. I'm sorry dad. I won't do it again." I managed to say
"I'm not gonna let you get away that easily, Kimmy" my father said while pushing me to the ground
I saw my father walk over to the cabinet and took a whip out. I was scared for my life.
"Now, think you need a punishment for being late, your mother leaving us and for being a dirty slut!" he said
He started walk to towards me and I started to back away from him. Whip! He got me in my thigh. I screamed in pain.
"Kim! You've become like your mother! A whore!" my father yelled at me
Whip!
"No, I have not! Dad, please stop!" I cried
Whip!
"Then why the fuck did she leaves us for a younger man! Huh! Why? Tell me!" my father yelled at me
Whip!
"I don't know why, Dad! Please stop, that hurts" I cried out
My tears flooded my face. My father didn't listen to me but kept whipping me. I cried out in anguish.
"You're a worthless daughter!" he said
Whip!
He kept whipping me till he had no more energy and was knocked out on the floor. I tried to move my body to go up to my room. It was so painfully to walk but I made to my room. I was so tired and my body was hurting that I passed out on my bed.
Present Day
"Wake up, Kim! You're gonna be late for first day of school! Don't make me come up there!" my father yelled from downstairs
When I heard my father voice, I immediately woke up and started to get ready for school. My body was in so much pain. I walked up my mirror and took off my pajama top. I turned around to see that my back was full of scars from the whip. I looked at the clock and saw that I was going to be late if didn't hurried it up. Once I was done, I started headed downstairs to the kitchen. When I got there, my father was reading the newspaper with whip in his hand. I walked over to the fridge and opening it slightly grabs some food.
"Kim, don't you dare open that fridge & now go to school! You don't have time to eat." my father shouted angrily at me
My father slams the fridge door into my hand. I screamed in pain and tears started to fall from my eyes. I knew if I had anger him, I'm going to in lot a trouble later on. So, I obeyed and ran of the house. I wasn't really a crier but it did hurt like hell so I wiped my tears away.
School wasn't far away from my house. It was only few blocks away. When I got to school my left hand was starting to go purple. I couldn't even move it. So, I open my backpack and got a bandage. I started to wrap my hand in it so no one will notice. I heard the school bell ring and ran to my locker to grab my stuff.
When I had my stuff and started to go my class, accidently bumped into someone.
"Oh, I'm so sorry" I said without looking up and tried to ignore the pain from my hand
"It's okay...ummm...Kim?" a boy said
I remember that voice; it was my ex-best friend Jack. I was forced to push him away because of my father. I turned around, he looked the same but he was manlier. Guess, puberty did he some good. Jack saw my bandage hand but I quickly turned away to get to my class. I walked into the science room. Everyone looked at me.
"It was so nice to join us, Ms. Crawford! Now take a seat!" said Ms. Green
I walked to towards to my seat. Ms. Green began talking when suddenly the door opens and standing there was Donna Tobin with Jack in her arms.
"Ah, Ms. Tobin & Mr. Brewer. Please take seat down." Ms. Green said
Donna and Jack took there seats. Ms. Green began to her lesson. Halfway through the lesson, I felt someone staring at me. I turned to my right; there Jack was staring at me. When our eyes met, I quickly turned back my attention to Ms. Green. Then the bell rang and I ran of the class as fast I can. I couldn't face Jack. Ever since, my father started to abuse me I had stop hanging with all my friends and especially my best friend, Jack. My father forced me to stop going to the Bobby Wasabi dojo for karate. My friends asked me why but I couldn't tell them. After I had quit, they all started to hang out with Donna Tobin crew. What hurts me is that my best friend is now dating Donna. If ever my father finds out that I told anybody about this he would kill me slowly and painfully. I'm scared too death.
It was already lunch. I sat my usual at table with an apple for lunch. The popular crew had there lunch access with good food.
"Hey, look at the loser over there, she'll never have friends. Probably die alone in her own home" I heard Donna say
I turned around and glared at them. They laughed all at me and even Jack joined in. I got so pissed off; I threw my lunch at Donna. But Jack caught it before it can hit her. Everyone was shocked especially Donna. Then I stormed off the cafeteria. Once, I was got out of the cafeteria I heard my stomach growling.
"Urgh, not again" I thought
I went to the rooftop to think about Donna said. She was probably right that I was going to die alone but in the hands of my father. No ones care for me because I pushed them all away. But it for their own good and it's for the best.
Flashback Starts
I was my locker putting away my books. I saw Jack coming over to me. He was looking more handsome than he already looks. Today was the day that I have to tell him we couldn't be friends anymore. I didn't want oo but I had too.
"Hey, Kim" said Jack
"Hey" I said weakly
"Wanna hang out on Friday with guys?" He asked
"Jack, I have to tell you something. This going hard for me to say, but we can't be friends anymore" I said before walking away
There I left him speechless.
"I'm so sorry Jack, but this is what best for you and I don't want you to get hurt" I thought while wiping the tears on my face.
That was the last time I had ever talked to him and the guys.
Flashback Ends
"If you only knew, Jack, if you only knew." I thought
Then, I heard school bell ring. I got up and went to my locker to get my books and went drama class next.
"Okay, settle down class! I have a project for you guys" said Ms. Applebaum
Everyone groaned.
"You guys will create a song with one word. Now please come up here and pick your word." said Ms. Applebaum
Everyone got there turn and I was the last to pick. I went the front and put my hand in the fish bowl. It read "daughter". I crumpled the paper and threw the trash. I went back to my seat.
"Okay, class you'll be performing your song at this year talent show. This project will count as half of your grade. This will be due at the end of the month. So you have time think about it" Ms. Applebaum said
Drama was pretty boring because we had to brain storm for the song we had to write. After 10 minutes, I kind of frustrated on what to write because my dad and I had kind of a have father and daughter problem. Well, my father did. He just took it out on me.
"Oh, Kim I need stay after school? I need to talk to you in private" she said
"Umm, Ms. Applebaum I can't stay after. I some family business to do" I said
"It will only take a second" Ms. Applebaum said
The bell rang and every one left leaving Ms. Applebaum and I to talk alone.
"Kim, what happened to you? I've noticed that you not hanging with your friends anymore. And what happened to your hand?" Ms. Applebaum asked worriedly
"It's nothing, Ms. Applebaum. I accidently burn hand on the stove" I lied
"If there is a problem, you can always tell me. I can help you" Ms. Applebaum said knew Kim was lying
"I said, there is nothing wrong! Why can't you understand that? Would you stop meddling with my life! It doesn't concern you or anybody else. " I yelled at her
I felt kind of hurt when said those things to Ms. Applebaum. She was just caring for me. She was better parent that own father. I thought she would yell at me or even give me detention. But, she didn't say anything, she stayed quiet. When I was about leave the classroom, I saw Jack leaning against the door frame with worried in his eyes. I rushed out of the classroom but Jack grabbed my arm. I tried to let go but he was to strong and so, he dragged me to the roof to talk.
"Kim, what's happening to you? Please tell me, I want to help you" said Jack started to walk towards me
"There is nothing to talk about! I didn't tell you to stay away from me!"I screamed at him and I pushed him away.
"Why do you want you stay away from me? Is there something that I did?" he yelled at me while I was ran out of the rooftop.
"You, didn't do anything Jack. I just don't you and the guys to get hurt. It's my problem and not yours" I thought
When I was at bottom of the stairs, I was out of breath. Thank goodness Jack didn't come after me. After a few minutes, I was finally calm. So, I headed to the hell hole I called home.
A/N: Yay, I'm done! Like it? Hate It? Let me know your thoughts, in the review section.
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