I own only the words.
Secret Places
I'm in a bad mood. Why? Because I haven't been able to find my best friend all day. Riku and I have only been back home for a few days. I've made sure to spend time every single day with my best friend, Kairi. Why? I just said! She's my best friend! What further reason do I need?
Fine! I'm madly in love with her. Happy now? Anyway, since I can't find her, I decide to head over to the Secret Place. When I walk in, I hear what sounds like heavy breathing. "Hello?" I call out.
"Sora!" I hear Kairi shout.
"Kairi!" I answer, "where have you been? I've been looking for you all day!"
"SORA!" she shouts again. Okay, I'm officially confused now. Is that moaning I hear?
"Kairi?" I shout. It's too dark to see her. "Are you okay?"
"Sora?" I hear her shout in terror. Why would I make her scared? "How long have you been there?"
"About a minute," I answer. "Why?" I hear her start to sob. "Kairi, what's wrong? Where ARE you?"
"I'm by the drawing we made of each other," she says so softly I can barely hear her. I rush over there. It's pitch black but, I can barely see an outline of her shape. I can hear her sobbing louder.
"What's wrong?" I ask. I sit down next to her, put my arm around her and grab her shoulder. Something doesn't feel right but, I ignore it to help my best friend. Also, something smells funny.
"What do you mean, 'what's wrong?'" she asks me. "Wait," she stops crying, "do you really not know why I was crying?"
"No clue!" I tell her.
"Oh, you are SO lucky, Kairi!" I hear her laugh. She gives me a big hug. Just for the record, I'm still confused.
"So, you're okay, now?" I ask.
"Yup!" she answers with a laugh. Well, as long as she's happy, I guess.
"Kairi," I begin, "it's REALLY dark in here; do you mind if I cast a light spell?"
"DON'T!" she shouts.
"Ow! I'm right here Kairi; you didn't have to yell."
"Sorry," she tells me. Then, she kisses my ear. "There, all better!" she giggles.
I can't help but laugh with her. "So, why don't you want me to cast a light spell?"
"I'd just really rather you didn't," she tells me. I shrug. "Was that a shrug?" she asks.
"Sorry," I tell her. "I'm not used to talking to you when I can't see you."
"And what about all those phone calls?"
"You know what I meant!" We laugh again. "Would you like to head outside?" I ask her.
"I'd rather stay here with you," she answers quickly. "In fact, I don't plan to leave until after you do."
"Any reason why?" I tease.
"A part of me WANTS to tell you, Sora," she answers. Okay, confused again. "But, I know I really shouldn't. This wouldn't be the right time."
"Staying here's good, too," I tell her. I squeeze her shoulder. She lets out a small yelp. "You okay?" I ask. She giggles in answer. I set my hand that's not on her shoulder on the ground. I feel something that takes me a moment to recognize. Those are clothes! I pick something up. "Um, Kairi?" I ask. "Is this yours?" I place whatever I picked up in her lap.
"Yes," she whispers.
"Um, what is it?" Instead of answering, she starts sobbing again.
"Oh, Sora!" she cries. "This isn't how I wanted to tell you! I wanted to it to be special! A story we can pass on!"
"Tell me what?" I ask. I think I feel a headache coming on. I can't begin to describe how much I want this to all make sense!
"Sora," she tells me with a shaky voice, "cast a light spell."
"Are..."
"Now! Before I change my mind!" she interrupts me. I cast the spell. The first thing I notice is that she isn't facing the direction I thought she was. The second thing I notice is that all her clothes are either sitting next to me or in her lap. The third thing I notice is that I'm not grabbing her shoulder. I take my hand off her and dismiss the light spell.
"Kairi, I am SO sorry!" I apologize. "I had NO idea that that wasn't your shoulder!"
She giggles at me. "Don't you think I would have moved your hand if it was bothering me?"
"What...?"
She interrupts my question with a kiss. "Sora, what do you think I was doing as you came in?"
"I have NO idea," I honestly tell her.
She giggles. "Then, let me put the pieces together for you. I was sitting in our secret place right next to the drawing that we made of each other. I was naked and calling out your name."
She CAN'T mean... "Kairi," I begin hesitantly, "were you... masturbating?"
"Yes," she whispers softly in my ear.
"Then," I begin with confusion, "why were you calling out MY name instead of...?"
"Ugh, Sora!" she groans, "don't you have ANY self-confidence!"
"You mean... you were thinking about... me?" I ask in fear. If I'm wrong...
"YES, you bum! I was masturbating while thinking about you!" I open my mouth to tell her something but, she keeps going. "I have been all day," she says softly. "I couldn't take it any more. I missed you so much while you were gone. Spending time with you every day just got me so worked up I had to do SOMETHING about it! Sora, I..."
I interrupt her with a kiss. She kisses me back in force. I break our kiss and tell her what I've wanted to since the minute we got back. "I love you, Kairi!" Before she can answer, I continue. "Or, I think I should I say, I love you, too."
She wraps her arms around my neck. "Yes," she whispers, "you should. I love you very much, Sora," she tells me before kissing me again. She breaks our kiss and continues, "I," she kisses my chin, "love," she kisses my cheek, "you," she kisses my nose, "so," she kisses my other cheek, "much," she kisses my forehead, "Sora!" she kisses me on the lips again.
While we kiss, I run my hands along her back. I feel her move onto my lap. She gently bites my lower lip. I pull her head close to me to kiss her deeper. I feel her tongue on my lips and I open my mouth. Her tongue darts into my mouth. I do the same to hers.
Without breaking our kiss, I feel her move her hands down to my pants. She starts rubbing me through my pants. I can't take anymore and cum in my pants! Either she doesn't notice or she doesn't care because she keeps going.
After several minutes of this, she breaks our kiss. "Take your clothes off!" she orders in a whisper. "Well?" she asks me.
"You're still sitting on my lap," I point out.
"Good point," she giggles before standing up. Before I can stand up, she casts a light spell.
"Kairi?" I ask, looking away from her.
"You got to see me naked earlier; now it's my turn to see you!"
"I didn't exactly get to see much," I counter.
"Then," she turns my head towards her, "look now." I stare at her beautiful body in shock. "Like what you see, huh?" I nod. She pulls me up to my feet. "Sora," she tells me, "I REALLY want to see you naked!" Without taking my eyes off her wonderful body I undress.
"Oh, Kairi likes!" she squeals before giving me another kiss. She gently pushes me back onto the ground of the cave. "I love you, Sora!" she tells me between kisses. She dismisses her light spell. "I'm nervous, Sora," she whispers into my ear.
"Why?" I whisper in hers.
"I-I'm..." she stutters. "T-this is m-my first t-time..."
"Y-you mean you w-want to..." She interrupts my question with another kiss. She breaks the kiss.
"B-be g-g-g-gentle..." I interrupt her with a kiss. I gently push her onto our clothes. I break our kiss to kiss her neck. I hear her sigh. I place myself at her entrance. I go back to kissing her on the lips. I hesitate. I don't want to hurt her. She puts her hands on my butt and pushes me into her. I gently thrust in and out of her going deeper each time. I feel her hymen. She breaks our kiss and whispers into my ear, "I'm ready; do it."
I tear through her hymen. I feel her shake underneath me. "Are you okay?" I ask her.
"Ow..." she moans softly. I hear her sniffle. "I didn't think it'd hurt so much."
"I'm sorry," I tell her. "If you want to stop..."
She interrupts me with another kiss. "Don't be sorry," she tells me. "I don't want to stop. I'd rather it hurt with you than feel good with anyone else. I love you."
"I love you, too," I answer. I slowly start thrusting again. I kiss her neck again. She grabs my head. She starts nibbling on my ear.
"It hurts less now," she whispers in my ear. I moan. I don't think I can keep this up for much longer!
"Kairi," I tell her, "I'm about to cum." She wraps her legs around my back and pushes me deeper into her.
"Go ahead," she whispers in my ear before going back to nibbling on it. I'm about to ask her if she's sure when I start to cum.
"Kairi!" I moan softly as I cum into her. I lay on top of her while she plays with my hair. She unwraps her legs from my back and I roll over. She rolls on top of me and lays her head on my chest.
"That was perfect, Sora," she tells me.
"But, you said it hurt," I protest, "and, you didn't get to..."
She interrupts me with yet another kiss. I may just want to start rambling around her to get her to do that more often! "It was perfect because it was with you; I wouldn't trade that for anything!"
"Even not having a bed?" I joke.
"Don't get me wrong, Sora," she tells me with a stern voice. "I'm looking FORWARD to experimenting with you! Finding out what works and what doesn't. But, that was a PERFECT first time." She starts kissing my chest.
I kiss her forehead. "I guess it was at that."
She pokes my chest. "You GUESS?" she giggles.
I answer her with a kiss. "I agree," I tell her, "it was perfect because it was you."
"Good!" she tells me. "Do you want to get dressed?"
"No," I tell her honestly. "But, we probably should." She giggles as we try to sort out whose clothes are whose in the dark.
The End.
