Nothing may stand as a mistake
Nothing can be done wrong
As I stand as a God of death
I am the devil
Reaping the souls
And condemning the damned
Bullets are not heard by others
I alone suffer their screams
As they are forced to rip bodies apart
Detaching their soul
I must do what is necessary
Though the blood has tainted my heart
Deranging my mind
I once fought for God
But God abandoned me and all those who had died for him
Blood dripped from cross shaped swords
And from our open wounds
Spilling over prayers
That we fought to make true
We did not seek only your strength
We created our own
But where were you
When are strength dwindled?
Flames roared and my people burned
You stood above us
Watching
I know
You cannot understand our pain
You may have died once
But you have not felt the suffering
Of dying countless times
In immeasurable pain
When loved ones
Left before you
But you could not follow
Because you had to fight for an uncaring God
So
With your abandonment
I abandoned you
How do you see me now?
I am a monster that challenges Lucifer's evil
Blood of many innocents
Rest within me
Trapping their souls
To suffer in the darkness of mine
I have become an embodiment of Hell, Father
I hope you feel inclined to smite me
I will taunt you
Until I see that you come to save them
My soul will not part
The Hell will grow
If you continue to forsake humanity
Open your eyes
Almighty Lord
See the demons that kill your children
Beings who were once the same
Children under your gaze
But have been twisted
By your own cruelty
Damn the God
Why do you refuse to save them?
Is it to punish me?
As you know how painful it is to see them forsake their humanity?
If that is so
You have no right to expect us to call you our God
You are indeed the real monster, Father
For you are able to make the devil cry
He may cry because of God, but he does not cry for Him. He cries for humanity.